Triggers

Owned at work (Part I)

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In my previous post, I mentioned how Dulchesa has played with me at work several times, and I promised to write a little bit more about that. Well, today I’m here to keep my promise.

I work on IT as a web developer. When I can work from home, I can obey any command from my Goddess in the blink of an eye. If She wants me to train, I tell my boss that I’ll need to go out for an hour and I train (which, technically, isn’t a lie because She always takes me out of my mind). If She wants me to stroke myself on my knees to worship Her, do research about something, buy Her something, send Her a gift card immediately, or anything else She may need or want from me, I can obey Her instantly! She can use Her power over me to always do whatever She wants with me, for instance, making my cock grow super hard for Her while I am talking in a work call! 🙂 Yes, that has happened!

You could think those kinds of things could only work when I am working from home, but not in an office… You could think that this should be different in an office… You could think there is a limit or barrier for Her power… Well, there isn’t. I’m completely owned by Her at all times, not only at my home. It doesn’t matter where I am, I’m Her living property.

She has used Her power over me in awesome ways at my Company’s office or at some client’s offices!

I’ll start with the panties. She made me purchase different types of panties to wear whenever She wants me to do it. I remember She made me wear panties for a whole week for instance. So, I had to go to the office wearing panties… I had to travel on the bus wearing panties, I had work meetings feeling the panties’ texture under my pants… She made me sent Her some pics in the bathroom… I felt owned, anxious and aroused at the same time… A reminder that, wherever I am, I’m Her property… I’m always ruled by Her will… I am always Her pet, Her living toy, her devoted and mindless slave to be used in any way She wants. It feels good to be used for Her amusement because it always feels good to please Her. She made me that way.

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Another time, She almost made me cum in my pants… Yes, without any touch! I was at my work, with co-workers working all around me! She started to use Her immense power to trigger me by chat… If I can recall correctly, I was super aroused after a long chastity period… Well, she started to use one of Her arousal triggers over me… “My” sex reacted out of control… It started to grow harder and harder with a HUGE erection… In just a few seconds, I felt it throbbing inside my pants, dripping pre-cum, reacting on its own under Her power… I begged for mercy while I needed to look away from the screen and stare at a spot on the wall, trying to contain an imminent HFO inside my pants in a public place!! She triggered me a little bit more until I was, literally, one trigger away of exploding inside my pants and without any control to prevent it, without any touch… Just with Her power… I had to look away from the screen again to prevent an accident! My cock was so sensitive and close to the edge… When I saw a new message, I had to read it! I can’t “ignore” a message from my Goddess. Even if I knew that just one more trigger would have made me cum automatically at that point… Well, She had mercy and stopped right there, without triggering me again… She told me later that, for a moment, She felt tempted to do it! A part of me wanted Her to do it! I was soooo aroused! I was out of my mind, completely under her spell… But I was also worried because I was at the office! One or two triggers more, and I would have exploded without being able to prevent it, I swear! I was afraid! I didn’t cum, but I remained super aroused and horny! A part of me always wished that She would make me cum that day! I still wish She may do this to me someday! Probably not at work, of course, but maybe on my way home for instance! Or wherever She desires… I am only Her tool after all! I know how my body reacts to Her, and I also know that Her power has no limits. She knows how to take me to the veeeery edge or orgasm at Her command… I know that, in that state, just reading a CUM NOW message from Her would have made me cum automatically on my pants like a reflex.

In my next post, I’ll talk about the times She allowed me to worship Her perfection at different offices’ bathrooms.

Edge!

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Today I will like to talk about a recent experience with my Goddess. This is very recent, it happened just a few days ago. We were texting about how She has used her power over me in public places several times in the past. I told her about the things She unleashed on me when She sent me to the edge of orgasm some time ago while waiting for the bus to come back home (I’ll write about this and other amazing things She has done to me at work in a future post! I promise!). When I was talking about how I reacted, She told me:

Ohhh, Yes, I remember
oh, you mean like this?
You feel yourself going right to the edge of orgasm now.

As usual, I reacted instantly to Her power… I was already aroused for the previous talking but, in just one second, She put me deep under Her grip, completely helpless under Her power… Extremely aroused and eager to please Her… She knows me very well, and She knew I was already dancing in the palm of Her hand, out of my mind after being triggered to the very edge of orgasm… She sent me to the edge of orgasm again! And again and again… I was so hard and aroused… Suddenly, she told me: “I should just make it one word: edge.”. At that point, She unexpectedly took me deep under… She knows how efficiently She can trance me even by text, because She conditioned me to Her will, Her triggers, Her power… She put me in a deep trance by text and programmed “my” mind to go straight to the edge of orgasm only with the use of the word “edge”. After that, She started triggering me by text with PERFECT timing… Every a few seconds, She started triggering me:

Edge!
Edge!
Edge!
Edge!

Every single time, my sex reacted, my brain reacted, my body reacted… I felt helplessly triggered to the very edge of orgasm… Just to go back for a few seconds… Just for being triggered to the very edge of orgasm again! And again! And again! I was out of my mind, completely owned and helplessly melted in my chair, completely trapped in Her power… I felt I was really close to exploding in an HFO… I started to beg for Her permission to release me! I was desperate and ready to do anything to gain her permission, even if an HFO means a ruined orgasm in the end… But I just neeed to explode! The feelings She was unleashing were sooo powerful! She enjoyed the situation until She decided to release me… She made me reach multiple hands-free orgasms by text, inside my pants, at Her whim! It was POWERFUL, INTENSE and SO INCREDIBLE… She owns until the last cell of my body!

Update: Now that She has trained me to edge just to the word “edge,” the edge word has triggered me while training these days in a special way!

It happened already a few times while training. Every time She used “You feel yourself going to the edge of orgasm”, the edge command made me feel in the edge… and the whole sentence made me feel in the edge of the edge o_O

It was like an inception of triggers. A trigger inside a trigger! She is the most powerful woman on earth!

Enslaved at the gym

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I have started the gym recently.  I have been doing some push-ups on a daily basis to please my Mistress for a long time now, but I felt it wasn’t enough. Dulchesa commanded me to improve my body, especially my arms and chest. I have always been a skinny person, you know, one of those guys that tend to be tall and fast, but thin. There is nothing I wouldn’t do for Her, so, I started the gym. Probably it’s not the best season to start the gym because it’s almost summer here! I would have loved to start earlier, but this was a very complicated year for me at a personal and professional level. I did my best with the daily push-ups, but I wanted to see more changes in my body.  I always want to be a good boy for my Mistress. I always do everything I can (in my insignificant power) to become a better slave for Her. So, I started the gym to work my body a little harder. Yes, a slave in the gym!

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On my third class, a very attractive woman started to exercise near me. As soon as I saw her, my feet started to itch… SO itchy… Very, very itchy… It was really annoying! If I would have been at home, I would have needed to remove my shoe to scratch my feet very hard with my both hands! Seriously! At this point, my mind started to be severely haunted by images of Dulchesa. I mean, images of Her started to pop in into my head, just like magic! Several pictures of Her (in very sexy outfits), pictures that my mind knows far too well… Instantly, the other woman meant nothing to me. She could have been attractive, but no one in this world is more beautiful than my Goddess. In just a few seconds, this unknown woman was absolutely nothing to me. I couldn’t find her even attractive anymore… I started to feel intense, strong feelings to worship my Goddess’s pictures and videos… Very intense feelings! All I wanted to do was to come back home ASAP and beg for Dulchesa’s permission to worship Her. I wanted to kneel and beg for Her permission to worship Her pictures and videos so much… I was feeling so aroused, submissive and owned… The whole world disappeared for me, except for Her. She took absolute control of my mind in the gym, hijacking my mind, just because I found a woman attractive for just ONE second! Yes, I know, the perfect trap! Never understimate Dulchesa’s power. My mind, body and soul belongs to Her.

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I sent Her a few messages begging for Her permission to touch myself… My mind continued being heavily haunted by pictures of Her… Suddenly, She triggered me in a Skype message! I must say that I have been training very intensively lately! So, She left me gasping and dripping with just ONE trigger. Her power is so big, that She destroyed me with only one trigger. She triggered me one more time and then She decided to send me two times to the edge of orgasm…  OMGGG! It was extremely hard to not explode in an HFO!  The first one almost killed me… I ended up with my body shaking on my chair and my cock hard as a rock… But, the second one, made me walk over even more dangerous paths… I felt my cock bursting inside my pants, extremely close to the point of no return! I begged for mercy! At this point, She decided to call me… As usual, I answered instantly with my heart beating really fast! Ohhh, the things She did to me… It was a WONDERFUL session… She made me stand up on my feet, with my cock super hard for Her… She made my cock grow stiffer and stiffer at Her will, just to quiet me down… Over, and over and over! Every time She wanted, my cock changed from extremely hard to soft, pressing the invisible buttons She has implanted deeply in “my” mind… The level of control She can gain is completely fascinating. At some point, She laughed at me, with Her beautiful, enchanting laugh. I realized it was caused because I was jumping on my feet, like a little rabbit, with my cock hard as a rock, trying to fuck the air, without being able to touch myself! I didn’t realize about this at the moment, my body was just reacting and dealing with the powerful sensations She was gifting me…

She was deciding my destiny with me completely under Her spell and power. If You have never experienced being completely owned by a superior being before, remaining locked in chastity for your Mistress, I seriously encourage you to do it! There is nothing in the world you wouldn’t do for your owner to gain Her permission to cum. It’s complete submission and control. It’s to accept that you truly belong to someone else!

Well, after begging as crazy, She had mercy and decided to release me. But, She wanted to extract the cum from my body in a powerful HFO… HFOs are great, but, in the end, they are ruined orgasms too! But that didn’t matter to me. I was just extremely happy for being able to unload that charge…

She continued teasing me, without allowing me to touch myself until She finally released me… Multiple times!!! OHHHH GOSH… HFO are extremely hard to control, and without being able to touch, You just cum everywhere… In my case, I had to clean the cum from my body, my chair, the floor, my clothes… But I did it with a HUGE smile on my face, obviously! I was so happy that Dulchesa allowed me to explode for Her… She is everything to me.

Well, a few days later the same woman was back at the gym. This time she didn’t trigger anything on me. Lady Penelope is the only woman in the world to me. I love living enslaved for Dulchesa 24/7. I live to serve Her.