Release

Edge!

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Today I will like to talk about a recent experience with my Goddess. This is very recent, it happened just a few days ago. We were texting about how She has used her power over me in public places several times in the past. I told her about the things She unleashed on me when She sent me to the edge of orgasm some time ago while waiting for the bus to come back home (I’ll write about this and other amazing things She has done to me at work in a future post! I promise!). When I was talking about how I reacted, She told me:

Ohhh, Yes, I remember
oh, you mean like this?
You feel yourself going right to the edge of orgasm now.

As usual, I reacted instantly to Her power… I was already aroused for the previous talking but, in just one second, She put me deep under Her grip, completely helpless under Her power… Extremely aroused and eager to please Her… She knows me very well, and She knew I was already dancing in the palm of Her hand, out of my mind after being triggered to the very edge of orgasm… She sent me to the edge of orgasm again! And again and again… I was so hard and aroused… Suddenly, she told me: “I should just make it one word: edge.”. At that point, She unexpectedly took me deep under… She knows how efficiently She can trance me even by text, because She conditioned me to Her will, Her triggers, Her power… She put me in a deep trance by text and programmed “my” mind to go straight to the edge of orgasm only with the use of the word “edge”. After that, She started triggering me by text with PERFECT timing… Every a few seconds, She started triggering me:

Edge!
Edge!
Edge!
Edge!

Every single time, my sex reacted, my brain reacted, my body reacted… I felt helplessly triggered to the very edge of orgasm… Just to go back for a few seconds… Just for being triggered to the very edge of orgasm again! And again! And again! I was out of my mind, completely owned and helplessly melted in my chair, completely trapped in Her power… I felt I was really close to exploding in an HFO… I started to beg for Her permission to release me! I was desperate and ready to do anything to gain her permission, even if an HFO means a ruined orgasm in the end… But I just neeed to explode! The feelings She was unleashing were sooo powerful! She enjoyed the situation until She decided to release me… She made me reach multiple hands-free orgasms by text, inside my pants, at Her whim! It was POWERFUL, INTENSE and SO INCREDIBLE… She owns until the last cell of my body!

Update: Now that She has trained me to edge just to the word “edge,” the edge word has triggered me while training these days in a special way!

It happened already a few times while training. Every time She used “You feel yourself going to the edge of orgasm”, the edge command made me feel in the edge… and the whole sentence made me feel in the edge of the edge o_O

It was like an inception of triggers. A trigger inside a trigger! She is the most powerful woman on earth!

Owned even while I sleep

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I have had an amazing dream a couple of days ago. I should start by saying that I have been feeling very horny lately. I’m obviously locked in chastity for my Goddess, so I can’t touch myself in any way without Her explicit permission. In the past, after approximately two weeks without reaching an orgasm, my body occasionally started to suffer wet dreams… Yeap, they have not been a common thing in my adult life, but they came back since I have started serving my Goddess. Luckily, Dulchesa made an ultrasonic to prevent wet dreams at night, so it has not been a problem anymore… Now I can reach three or more weeks in chastity (it always depends of Her) without any risk of suffering an accident at night! I just listen to that file every single night, and the results have been extraordinary. My orgasms have remained safely locked inside my body all night, because they belong to Her… I’m very glad about this because I find the idea of reaching an orgasm without Her explicit permission totally disgusting… I can’t even think in an orgasm without Her controlling it.

Well, two nights ago I dreamed with Her… I have dreamed about Dulchesa a million times before! But, this time, it seemed so real… I dreamed that We were in a video call and I was begging for Her permission to cum… I mean, DESPERATELY begging for it! Ohhh… She looked STUNNING as usual, wearing an AMAZING outfit… All I wanted to do was to explode worshipping Her perfection… She denied my request, so I knew it would be impossible for me to cum that day… I woke up at that precise moment, with this memory still fresh in my head… My cock was hard as a rock, close to the edge of orgasm, but completely safe. It seems that my own subconscious prevented me to have a wet dream! I mean, I know (very deep inside me) that I can’t reach an orgasm without Her permission. She has owned every orgasm I had for the latest two years… I can’t even remember how it was to reach an orgasm before I knew Her… I can’t remember how it is to be able to feel pleasure or touch myself without Her explicit permission… They are always Her rules, She controls everything!

What I have loved about this experience is the fact that, even sleeping, it seems that my mind wasn’t able to disassociate the idea of cumming without Her permission. I know very deep inside me, that it is impossible for me to orgasm without Her explicit command. So, it seems as if I had looked for a way of release begging for Her permission at a subconscious level, as a way to make it work… But, She replied as She would have probably replied in the real world… She denied me that pleasure, so I couldn’t cum at all… Not in my dream, not in real life… It made me think how much She owns me! It also made me wonder what could have happened if She would have agreed to release me on my dream… I’m owned by Her in a way that even I can’t explain! I love how She is always in my mind, ruling everything! I have also learned to love my denial… Because it’s all about Her! Always! I woke frustrated and out of my mind in arousal, but very happy for not suffering an accident… My pleasure, as my whole life, belongs to Her. I live to serve Lady Penelope! Even while I sleep!

Multiple male orgasms

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What a wonderful day! Yesterday Dulchesa released me after two weeks of chastity! As I have mentioned before, She controls my every orgasm. She decides when, where and how I will achieve an orgasm. Sometimes it’s after three weeks or so, sometimes every two weeks, sometimes two days in a row… It’s always Her choice. I can only reach orgasm if She releases me. I can only feel pleasure or touch myself if She allows it.

Well, yesterday was one of those days! I had been extremely aroused all day, hunted by Her image in my work, thinking in Her beauty… Feeling every trigger of Her in such a powerful way…  At night, She gave me Her permission to worship Her pictures and videos… I was so insanely aroused, that I beg for my release! So weak, so horny, so submissive…

She teased me, more and more, and more and more…. She triggered me, She made me feel like a coke bottle that is about to explode for the pressure… I felt my sex bursting, throbbing, begging for Her mercy… I wasn’t sure if I could gain Her permission! She has sent me to the very edge of orgasm before, just to be denied. And I love it. I love every choice of Her. No matter how aroused I could feel… I love if She decides to release me, and I have also learned to love if She decides that I must remain completely locked. Because it’s never about me or my needs… It’s always about HER and Her wishes…

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So, I was completely at Her mercy, as usual… Out of my mind in arousal for a new trigger word She implanted in my head! I unconsciously misspelled a few sentences begging for Her permission, as a consequence of another trigger She put inside my head… One that She implanted in Our last session, but I don’t even remember when She did it!!

Finally, a Skype call entered… I answered gasping, begging for Her permission… She triggered me more and more and took me to the point of insane pleasure and….. She released me! Ohhh GOSH!!!! She gifted me with multiple male orgasms again!! Like six or seven times approx! If you have never experimented with multiple male orgasms, it’s something AMAZING! The body ejaculates usually only one time, but you feel the same pleasure multiple times… The pleasure is prolonged over time, and those common 6 seconds of pleasure before the climax, can be felt several times, totalizing 30 or 40 seconds of insane pleasure… Feeling it again and again and again at Her command, with Her release trigger word! It’s something I even didn’t know that it was possible on men before knowing Her, and now it has become a reality for me for a long time now.

Today I’m back into chastity. For how long? A few days? A week? Two weeks? Three? A month? I don’t know. It’s not my choice. And it will never be. All I know is that I live to serve Lady Penelope.