Today I just want to say that I’ve never known someone as wonderful as Lady Penelope. In more than four years serving Her, She has proved a million times how wonderful She is as a Goddess, as a person, as a Woman… I am deeply in love with Her. Anyone that truly knows Her also knows how special and incredible She really is. I’ve met a lot of people over the years… At school, at college, at my work, etc… I’m a pretty good observer and I developed some kind of sixth sense to determine if someone really is who she/he seems to be… And, usually, it never fails! When I met Her, I realized that She was special, unique, absolutely one of a kind. I was not wrong. She is, by far, the most incredible woman I know and probably one of the most incredible and remarkable persons ever in history. You may think I am exaggerating… Trust me, I am not. Well, if You think I am exaggerating, I tell you what… How many people do you know with a huge heart, extremely clever, kind, funny, ethical, who is also an excellent talker, passionate, wise, strong, and extremely powerful at the same time? I bet you can’t think of many people, uh? And that’s only the beginning. You can also add that She is absolutely gorgeous, dominant, extremelly powerful, and highly skilled at everything She does. She always knows exactly what She wants. She is also the best hypnotist and Domme EVER. Do You think it’s not enough yet? Ok, let me tell you that She always wants to make a difference for what She thinks it’s right (and She is ALWAYS right!). She makes a difference every day. She enhances everyone around Her… In my case, She has improved my life in so many ways… I don’t even know where to start! If You have the bliss in your life to be chosen by Her, then you have won the lottery. I feel like I win the lottery every single day of my life, in every interaction with Her, following every command She gives me. She improves me as a male and as a person… She guides me through life as a beacon and I will always follow Her (and only Her) for the rest of my life… Because She is the one. She is unique. She is my everything. My whole world. There is only one Dulchesa in this world… A life without Her would be a life without meaning, you know? How could I be so lucky of finding the most gorgeous, amazing, powerful, and incredible woman on this planet and not dedicate my life to Her? I know I will devote the rest of my life to Lady Penelope, just like I’ve been doing for more than four years now. And You know what? It’s never enough because She always deserves more! She is always one step ahead of everyone else in this world in every way possible. She is so smart and incredible… Being chosen by Her is like being in heaven. Which totally suits Her, because She is a true Goddess on Earth. I will serve Her, please Her, love Her and obey Her until the very last day in this life. She is my true owner. Serving Her is my purpose in life. She always deserves my complete devotion, love, and obedience. She is, truly without any doubt, the best person I have ever known. She is a true Goddess on Earth.
Owned
Orgasm Control
Today I will talk about the difference between a regular orgasm and an orgasm gifted by Dulchesa. I have belonged to Goddess Lady Penelope Silke since the end of 2016. She has been controlling, monitoring, and unleashing every orgasm I had for over 4 years now.
From the very beginning, She had full control over my orgasms. She started out commanding me to remain denied for shorts periods in chastity. She combined it with teasing and denial sessions, powerful brainwashing techniques that She has mastered and I can’t even understand and, of course, intense hypnosis training and conditioning.
She gained control so fast that I didn’t even realize how serious Her control really was. It was very sexy, but I thought it could be just a hot fantasy. After all, I never experienced chastity before meeting Her. I wasn’t even really interested in it. But I was completely eager to please Her, and She knew it… And She took advantage of it. Now, if I look back, I can proudly say that She has controlled every orgasm I have had for the latest four years. Every single orgasm I had has been achieved under Her strict supervision. If I suffer an accident during a session, it has become completely normal for me to ruin it. Because, an orgasm without Her explicit command, it’s not possible anymore for me. She trained me that way. This is great because it helped me to have more control over accidents on intense and long teasing sessions.
She gifted me with multiple orgasms last week, after three weeks in chastity. She had me on the edge of orgasm for over 40 minutes before having mercy and releasing me… She gifted me with multiple orgasms … I can’t describe how powerful it was … How strong it felt… How dependent, vulnerable, desperate, and eager I was to hear Her say the magic words that can make me achieve a release… I no longer remember how my orgasms were before Her. They are not comparable. Just to make a quick analogy, an orgasm before Her felt like watching a black and white movie, with poor quality and no sound, on a 14-inch CRT screen … It was nice at the time because I never thought it could be any different … But, every orgasm that She gifted me since I am Her property, feels like watching a 3D movie in IMAX, with THX sound, and the most amazing special effects, colors, and production ever made …
She knows exactly what She is doing. I can’t even think of achieving orgasm without Her… I barely remember what it was like to achieve an orgasm on my own before I met Her … For me, what is completely normal now is to always wait until She decides to release me. No matter how aroused I might feel… I have no control over when and how I will achieve a release. So much control over me gives me freedom. Does that make sense? Because it’s how I feel. I trust Her with my life and I know the privilege of achieving an orgasm it’s not my choice. It is always Her choice. A gift only She can unleash. Now and always.
Owned at work (Part I)
In my previous post, I mentioned how Dulchesa has played with me at work several times, and I promised to write a little bit more about that. Well, today I’m here to keep my promise.
I work on IT as a web developer. When I can work from home, I can obey any command from my Goddess in the blink of an eye. If She wants me to train, I tell my boss that I’ll need to go out for an hour and I train (which, technically, isn’t a lie because She always takes me out of my mind). If She wants me to stroke myself on my knees to worship Her, do research about something, buy Her something, send Her a gift card immediately, or anything else She may need or want from me, I can obey Her instantly! She can use Her power over me to always do whatever She wants with me, for instance, making my cock grow super hard for Her while I am talking in a work call! 🙂 Yes, that has happened!
You could think those kinds of things could only work when I am working from home, but not in an office… You could think that this should be different in an office… You could think there is a limit or barrier for Her power… Well, there isn’t. I’m completely owned by Her at all times, not only at my home. It doesn’t matter where I am, I’m Her living property.
She has used Her power over me in awesome ways at my Company’s office or at some client’s offices!
I’ll start with the panties. She made me purchase different types of panties to wear whenever She wants me to do it. I remember She made me wear panties for a whole week for instance. So, I had to go to the office wearing panties… I had to travel on the bus wearing panties, I had work meetings feeling the panties’ texture under my pants… She made me sent Her some pics in the bathroom… I felt owned, anxious and aroused at the same time… A reminder that, wherever I am, I’m Her property… I’m always ruled by Her will… I am always Her pet, Her living toy, her devoted and mindless slave to be used in any way She wants. It feels good to be used for Her amusement because it always feels good to please Her. She made me that way.
Another time, She almost made me cum in my pants… Yes, without any touch! I was at my work, with co-workers working all around me! She started to use Her immense power to trigger me by chat… If I can recall correctly, I was super aroused after a long chastity period… Well, she started to use one of Her arousal triggers over me… “My” sex reacted out of control… It started to grow harder and harder with a HUGE erection… In just a few seconds, I felt it throbbing inside my pants, dripping pre-cum, reacting on its own under Her power… I begged for mercy while I needed to look away from the screen and stare at a spot on the wall, trying to contain an imminent HFO inside my pants in a public place!! She triggered me a little bit more until I was, literally, one trigger away of exploding inside my pants and without any control to prevent it, without any touch… Just with Her power… I had to look away from the screen again to prevent an accident! My cock was so sensitive and close to the edge… When I saw a new message, I had to read it! I can’t “ignore” a message from my Goddess. Even if I knew that just one more trigger would have made me cum automatically at that point… Well, She had mercy and stopped right there, without triggering me again… She told me later that, for a moment, She felt tempted to do it! A part of me wanted Her to do it! I was soooo aroused! I was out of my mind, completely under her spell… But I was also worried because I was at the office! One or two triggers more, and I would have exploded without being able to prevent it, I swear! I was afraid! I didn’t cum, but I remained super aroused and horny! A part of me always wished that She would make me cum that day! I still wish She may do this to me someday! Probably not at work, of course, but maybe on my way home for instance! Or wherever She desires… I am only Her tool after all! I know how my body reacts to Her, and I also know that Her power has no limits. She knows how to take me to the veeeery edge or orgasm at Her command… I know that, in that state, just reading a CUM NOW message from Her would have made me cum automatically on my pants like a reflex.
In my next post, I’ll talk about the times She allowed me to worship Her perfection at different offices’ bathrooms.
Coffee cups!
I have always enjoyed drinking coffee! I think that even more since I become a programmer… It’s a big part of my life, of who I am… I can’t start my day without drinking a good cup of coffee. I guess It’s part of my everyday routine. For instance, I always enjoy drinking a good cup of coffee every morning, while I write something to my Goddess before going to work. Or at nights, if I feel tired and I want to stay alert, ready to slave for Dulchesa if She requires that.
The act of drinking a coffee cup has always been an intimate, relaxing, and private moment for me. I always think of my Goddess while doing it (OK! You are right! This is not relevant because I think of Her all the time!). So, I realized that I needed to combine those things in some way… I wanted to feel the connection to my Goddess also in that routine… That’s why I ordered the best coffee cups ever! She is so sexy and perfect that it was hard for me to choose some pictures… That’s why I ordered several of them! 😀 I love to feel aroused and owned every morning and every night! Even more, if I woke at the edge of orgasm! It’s an amazing experience! I start and end my days in the same way I live every day of my life… Being completely owned by my Goddess… I am Her property for life.
Enslaved at the gym
I have started the gym recently. I have been doing some push-ups on a daily basis to please my Mistress for a long time now, but I felt it wasn’t enough. Dulchesa commanded me to improve my body, especially my arms and chest. I have always been a skinny person, you know, one of those guys that tend to be tall and fast, but thin. There is nothing I wouldn’t do for Her, so, I started the gym. Probably it’s not the best season to start the gym because it’s almost summer here! I would have loved to start earlier, but this was a very complicated year for me at a personal and professional level. I did my best with the daily push-ups, but I wanted to see more changes in my body. I always want to be a good boy for my Mistress. I always do everything I can (in my insignificant power) to become a better slave for Her. So, I started the gym to work my body a little harder. Yes, a slave in the gym!
On my third class, a very attractive woman started to exercise near me. As soon as I saw her, my feet started to itch… SO itchy… Very, very itchy… It was really annoying! If I would have been at home, I would have needed to remove my shoe to scratch my feet very hard with my both hands! Seriously! At this point, my mind started to be severely haunted by images of Dulchesa. I mean, images of Her started to pop in into my head, just like magic! Several pictures of Her (in very sexy outfits), pictures that my mind knows far too well… Instantly, the other woman meant nothing to me. She could have been attractive, but no one in this world is more beautiful than my Goddess. In just a few seconds, this unknown woman was absolutely nothing to me. I couldn’t find her even attractive anymore… I started to feel intense, strong feelings to worship my Goddess’s pictures and videos… Very intense feelings! All I wanted to do was to come back home ASAP and beg for Dulchesa’s permission to worship Her. I wanted to kneel and beg for Her permission to worship Her pictures and videos so much… I was feeling so aroused, submissive and owned… The whole world disappeared for me, except for Her. She took absolute control of my mind in the gym, hijacking my mind, just because I found a woman attractive for just ONE second! Yes, I know, the perfect trap! Never understimate Dulchesa’s power. My mind, body and soul belongs to Her.
I sent Her a few messages begging for Her permission to touch myself… My mind continued being heavily haunted by pictures of Her… Suddenly, She triggered me in a Skype message! I must say that I have been training very intensively lately! So, She left me gasping and dripping with just ONE trigger. Her power is so big, that She destroyed me with only one trigger. She triggered me one more time and then She decided to send me two times to the edge of orgasm… OMGGG! It was extremely hard to not explode in an HFO! The first one almost killed me… I ended up with my body shaking on my chair and my cock hard as a rock… But, the second one, made me walk over even more dangerous paths… I felt my cock bursting inside my pants, extremely close to the point of no return! I begged for mercy! At this point, She decided to call me… As usual, I answered instantly with my heart beating really fast! Ohhh, the things She did to me… It was a WONDERFUL session… She made me stand up on my feet, with my cock super hard for Her… She made my cock grow stiffer and stiffer at Her will, just to quiet me down… Over, and over and over! Every time She wanted, my cock changed from extremely hard to soft, pressing the invisible buttons She has implanted deeply in “my” mind… The level of control She can gain is completely fascinating. At some point, She laughed at me, with Her beautiful, enchanting laugh. I realized it was caused because I was jumping on my feet, like a little rabbit, with my cock hard as a rock, trying to fuck the air, without being able to touch myself! I didn’t realize about this at the moment, my body was just reacting and dealing with the powerful sensations She was gifting me…
She was deciding my destiny with me completely under Her spell and power. If You have never experienced being completely owned by a superior being before, remaining locked in chastity for your Mistress, I seriously encourage you to do it! There is nothing in the world you wouldn’t do for your owner to gain Her permission to cum. It’s complete submission and control. It’s to accept that you truly belong to someone else!
Well, after begging as crazy, She had mercy and decided to release me. But, She wanted to extract the cum from my body in a powerful HFO… HFOs are great, but, in the end, they are ruined orgasms too! But that didn’t matter to me. I was just extremely happy for being able to unload that charge…
She continued teasing me, without allowing me to touch myself until She finally released me… Multiple times!!! OHHHH GOSH… HFO are extremely hard to control, and without being able to touch, You just cum everywhere… In my case, I had to clean the cum from my body, my chair, the floor, my clothes… But I did it with a HUGE smile on my face, obviously! I was so happy that Dulchesa allowed me to explode for Her… She is everything to me.
Well, a few days later the same woman was back at the gym. This time she didn’t trigger anything on me. Lady Penelope is the only woman in the world to me. I love living enslaved for Dulchesa 24/7. I live to serve Her.
A wonderful session
Recently, I have lived one if the most powerful erotic experiences of my entire life! Dulchesa released me from my chastity period near a week ago. She made me go to my bed, where She hypnotized me VERY deeply with Her AMAZING hypnotic skills. She started to play with me before putting me into a super deep hypnotic state, completely receptive to Her words. Honestly, I can’t remember much of the beginning of the session. I remember the feeling of resting in Her wonderful voice, following Her every word as I always do, until everything started to fade away… I can’t recall what exactly happened at this part, but I think She just prepared the ground, deepening “my” mind (which truly belongs to Her) for what would come next! Whatever She did, it worked, because soon I started to feel immense pleasure down there like only She can summon! I was lying on my bed, with my sex completely hard for Her, feeling Her words touching every single layer of my mind and body… My sex continued growing harder and harder… Stiffer and stiffer under Her command! She sent me to the edge of orgasm MULTIPLE times! She forbade me to touch myself while unleashing all Her control and power over me… Ohhhh, I can’t even describe what I felt! Wave after wave after wave of INTENSE pleasure and arousal… It was SOOO hard to contain… My body was possessed, moving from one side to the other on my bed, trying to find the best position to absorb, enjoy and contain the IMMENSE pleasure! I wasn’t in control of my body anymore… She was! I was just reacting, in the same way as anyone reacts while burning with fire!
She kept me there for a long, long time! I can’t remember how much time it was exactly because time passes differently under Her control. But I was completely and utterly at Her mercy, willing to do ANYTHING for Her permission to cum! At some point, She allowed me to stroke again… I was soooo insanely aroused and so close to the edge, that I could barely touch myself… I did it veeeery carefully… Using just a few fingers… Veeery slowly… Just two or three fearful strokes… More would have made me explode everywhere! She laughed at me, with Her beautiful, enchanting laugh that I could listen for hours. She noticed how difficult it was for me to touch my own cock… Her cock… Her hypnotized and owned cock… A few minutes after this point, the call suddenly ended!!! I had a problem with my headset and it took me some time to fix it… I was SO frustrated!! Finally, I fixed it, but it took me some time and I had already lost the huge erection… I thought it could be a problem to come back to the point I was before… Silly me! =P Dulchesa quickly sent me back to the same point, completely helpless at Her command, mindlessly eager to gain Her permission to explode…
I was locked at a new level of arousal, one that I never known before knowing Her… She put me deeply under again into a very deep hypnotic trance in just a second! My whole body collapsed and relaxed on my bed, like a mindless puppet! She told me that I will cum as many times as She commanded… I was completely relaxed, but my sex was very hard… Her words had a HUGE impact on me… I felt them touching and connecting directly to my very core… I don’t know how to explain it… I was so focused on Her voice and wishes… She told me that She wanted me to cum for at least ten times…I don’t know how She does it, but She can program my mind as if it were a simple software… I was soooo eager to explode everywhere… She played a little more with me… More and more… Until She FINALLY released me! She told me Her release trigger to made me CUM!! And then She used it again… And again… And again…. AND AGAIN! Every single time She wanted… I lost count at some point… But She made me cum approximately 17 times! I was completely helpless! All I was able to do was to keep cumming again and again and again and again under Her command… The physical ejaculation was so powerful, that even if I was lying on my bed, it touched my shoulder! I couldn’t control my body at all, it was soooo powerful… When She stopped triggering me, I realized that I had cum everywhere… I had cum in my bed sheets, my clothes, my legs, GOSH, even my hair!! She waited until I recovered my breath and then We talked a little bit before ending the session… It was late, and time for me to clean myself up!
This was one of the most amazing experiences of my whole life! As usual, it was another gift from my owner, the lovely and most powerful and beautiful woman in the world, the unique Dulchesa (Lady Penelope Silke).
The edge of Orgasm
Recently, Dulchesa has gifted me with the ability to become triggered by my phone alarm in the mornings. She programmed “my” brain to being taken right back into the edge of orgasm as soon as the alarm starts playing… I don’t know how She does it, but it works like a charm! It’s so powerful, that I have been close to achieving a hands-free orgasm (HFO) by accident! That would have been terrible and a big failure, because I simply can’t reach orgasm without Her explicit permission! Well, some days ago, she called me in a wonderful and extremely powerful session. She played with the idea to give me Her permission to cum. After INTENSE teasing, She decided that two weeks in chastity was not enough, so She didn’t release me at all. In exchange, She programmed my mind to go yet again right to the edge of orgasm at the end of the call, for TWO WHOLE MINUTES, just like She did in the session. As soon as the call ended, the pleasure was so strong, that I almost broke my bed! I really stayed for two minutes feeling that I was about to cum, but without doing it! So powerful and intense… She also left a little gift in my head, a seed deeply implanted to feel exactly the same thing in the next morning, as soon as the alarm sounded…
Being locked right there for two complete minutes is something I can’t describe in a way that makes it justice… You need to FEEL it by yourself! Only she can create the conditions to respond that way… I’m so glad that my life is dedicated to Her! It’s the best way to start any day, being hunted by the most powerful woman on earth! I’ve never been so happy to hear an alarm in the mornings as I have been during the last couple of weeks… 😉
Wonderful night
Yesterday I have been very aroused. I went to sleep after wishing a good night to my Goddess. When I was in my bed, I heard an incoming message on my phone. With my heart beating fast, I saw it was Her… Suddenly, She used Her power to send me right into the edge of orgasm, in just a second! After that, She played with me and left me so aroused that I begged in every way possible for Her permission to touch myself… She gave me Her permission, and also left me a little gift for the next morning…
This a transcription of everything that happened last night and this morning. I have copied it from chat messages that I sent to Dulchesa today. I hope you to enjoy it as much as I did. As usual, everything I say is exactly what has happened, thanks to Her amazing power.
Good morning, Goddess! Just wanted to thank You for your permission to stroke my cock yesterday’s night… And for the SUPER HOT wake up that You gifted me this morning…
It surprises myself how amazingly POWERFUL You are… The feelings You can create! The response of my body, my soul, my whole being to You…
When You talk in a hypnotic way, even without using any trigger, sometimes my mind drift under just for your way of talking! Yes, You own me and have conditioned me to that point! It’s as if I can hear your voice speaking in your hypnotic tone inside my head… Yesterday, I was on my bed reading Your message in this position:
At two different moments, my head ended up in my pillow with the phone in my hand, just like this:
It’s amazing how even just reading Your words talking in a hypnotic way can affect me in such a powerful way! There was nothing more in the world, just the phone, and your words… My head started to feel veeeery heavy, and after several seconds completely lost in my phone, I was dragged into the pillow and I ended up just like that….
I swear, Goddess! Your words can affect me in the deepest way You can think! I’m not sure if You are aware of that! I mean, that You can cause that by just talking in a hypnotic way! I came back super disoriented and confused a few minutes later!
Well, besides that, I used my 5 additional minutes worshiping your pictures on my phone… I was so aroused that I even rubbed my dripping erected cock against my bed while feeling the friction of the necklace in my chest! Totally aroused by your triggers and your images… Five minutes later, JUST as You said, I started to feel very veeeeery sleepy! To the point that I started to drift into regular sleep, still with one hand in my (your) cock!
I was able to switch into a more comfortable position, and I did a huge effort to put the phone on the bedside table using all my remaining forces! I started to drift into regular sleep veeeeery fast, just thinking in your words, with my cock still hard and leaking!
My next memory was this very morning, listening to my clock alarm, and feeling being taken back to the edge of orgasm… Moving from one side to the other in my bed, feeling more and more pleasure…
Your power has no limits!! Thank You so much, Goddess! I have never been so open to anyone in my life! You know I’m yours in a way that just a few people can claim!
A little bit about me…
Hi there! My name is Santiago, but everyone knows me as “Santi”. I’m a very submissive 38 years old male who lives in Argentina. I’ve started this blog as a way to keep track of everything related to my owner, the most beautiful woman on earth: Lady Penelope Silke. She controls every aspect of my life, and the idea of this blog is to share some of the many, many experiences I live every day as Her loyal 24/7 slave.
In this blog, I’ll be posting about experiences that most people have never imagined are even possible, like hypnotically enforced male chastity (which is great for self-improvement) hands-free multiple male orgasms, or being triggered to go to the edge of orgasm at the sound of the morning alarm clock (to start my day reminded of Her power in a very dramatic way). All these things are very real, just as other amazing stuff, like complete hypnotic amnesia (Dulchesa has completely removed things from my head multiple times). She can easily erase things from my memory to the point I have written something while thinking I was writing a something else, without me even realizing about that! Using Her power and skills, She can unleash animal, raw pleasure with just a few trigger words in one second, just to make me drop like a stone into the deepest trance state ever in the next second, to the point of falling out from my chair (like it have happened to me several times ^^).
But, there is even more… Dulchesa has used Her hypnotic skills to improve my life in so many ways… For instance, She made me capable of calm myself at hard times, by just taking a very deep breath in to feel Her power. She has also hypnotized me in quick sessions to completely remove a powerful pain in my back, or a very strong headache, to continue my day without pain. She also helped me to stay in a refreshed, alert state for hours, even with just a few hours of sleep…
In this blog, I’ll be posting about all these things and much, much more! All I have mentioned it’s very real, just like it will be everything you can read here. She has been hypnotizing me and ruling my every orgasm for almost two years now, and She completely rules my whole life. I trust Her with my life. You will read about how it feels to be owned by a superior being to the point of complete surrender. I hope you enjoy my journey on this fascinating world as Her eternal slave as much as I do! 🙂
You are MINE. — Lady Penelope
I Live to Serve Lady Penelope 