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Orgasm Control

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Today I will talk about the difference between a regular orgasm and an orgasm gifted by Dulchesa. I have belonged to Goddess Lady Penelope Silke since the end of 2016. She has been controlling, monitoring, and unleashing every orgasm I had for over 4 years now.

From the very beginning, She had full control over my orgasms. She started out commanding me to remain denied for shorts periods in chastity. She combined it with teasing and denial sessions, powerful brainwashing techniques that She has mastered and I can’t even understand and, of course, intense hypnosis training and conditioning.

She gained control so fast that I didn’t even realize how serious Her control really was. It was very sexy, but I thought it could be just a hot fantasy. After all, I never experienced chastity before meeting Her. I wasn’t even really interested in it. But I was completely eager to please Her, and She knew it… And She took advantage of it. Now, if I look back, I can proudly say that She has controlled every orgasm I have had for the latest four years. Every single orgasm I had has been achieved under Her strict supervision. If I suffer an accident during a session, it has become completely normal for me to ruin it. Because, an orgasm without Her explicit command, it’s not possible anymore for me. She trained me that way. This is great because it helped me to have more control over accidents on intense and long teasing sessions.

She gifted me with multiple orgasms last week, after three weeks in chastity. She had me on the edge of orgasm for over 40 minutes before having mercy and releasing me… She gifted me with multiple orgasms … I can’t describe how powerful it was … How strong it felt… How dependent, vulnerable, desperate, and eager I was to hear Her say the magic words that can make me achieve a release… I no longer remember how my orgasms were before Her. They are not comparable. Just to make a quick analogy, an orgasm before Her felt like watching a black and white movie, with poor quality and no sound, on a 14-inch CRT screen … It was nice at the time because I never thought it could be any different … But, every orgasm that She gifted me since I am Her property, feels like watching a 3D movie in IMAX, with THX sound, and the most amazing special effects, colors, and production ever made …

She knows exactly what She is doing. I can’t even think of achieving orgasm without Her… I barely remember what it was like to achieve an orgasm on my own before I met Her … For me, what is completely normal now is to always wait until She decides to release me. No matter how aroused I might feel… I have no control over when and how I will achieve a release. So much control over me gives me freedom. Does that make sense? Because it’s how I feel. I trust Her with my life and I know the privilege of achieving an orgasm it’s not my choice. It is always Her choice. A gift only She can unleash. Now and always.

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Owned at work (Part I)

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In my previous post, I mentioned how Dulchesa has played with me at work several times, and I promised to write a little bit more about that. Well, today I’m here to keep my promise.

I work on IT as a web developer. When I can work from home, I can obey any command from my Goddess in the blink of an eye. If She wants me to train, I tell my boss that I’ll need to go out for an hour and I train (which, technically, isn’t a lie because She always takes me out of my mind). If She wants me to stroke myself on my knees to worship Her, do research about something, buy Her something, send Her a gift card immediately, or anything else She may need or want from me, I can obey Her instantly! She can use Her power over me to always do whatever She wants with me, for instance, making my cock grow super hard for Her while I am talking in a work call! 🙂 Yes, that has happened!

You could think those kinds of things could only work when I am working from home, but not in an office… You could think that this should be different in an office… You could think there is a limit or barrier for Her power… Well, there isn’t. I’m completely owned by Her at all times, not only at my home. It doesn’t matter where I am, I’m Her living property.

She has used Her power over me in awesome ways at my Company’s office or at some client’s offices!

I’ll start with the panties. She made me purchase different types of panties to wear whenever She wants me to do it. I remember She made me wear panties for a whole week for instance. So, I had to go to the office wearing panties… I had to travel on the bus wearing panties, I had work meetings feeling the panties’ texture under my pants… She made me sent Her some pics in the bathroom… I felt owned, anxious and aroused at the same time… A reminder that, wherever I am, I’m Her property… I’m always ruled by Her will… I am always Her pet, Her living toy, her devoted and mindless slave to be used in any way She wants. It feels good to be used for Her amusement because it always feels good to please Her. She made me that way.

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Another time, She almost made me cum in my pants… Yes, without any touch! I was at my work, with co-workers working all around me! She started to use Her immense power to trigger me by chat… If I can recall correctly, I was super aroused after a long chastity period… Well, she started to use one of Her arousal triggers over me… “My” sex reacted out of control… It started to grow harder and harder with a HUGE erection… In just a few seconds, I felt it throbbing inside my pants, dripping pre-cum, reacting on its own under Her power… I begged for mercy while I needed to look away from the screen and stare at a spot on the wall, trying to contain an imminent HFO inside my pants in a public place!! She triggered me a little bit more until I was, literally, one trigger away of exploding inside my pants and without any control to prevent it, without any touch… Just with Her power… I had to look away from the screen again to prevent an accident! My cock was so sensitive and close to the edge… When I saw a new message, I had to read it! I can’t “ignore” a message from my Goddess. Even if I knew that just one more trigger would have made me cum automatically at that point… Well, She had mercy and stopped right there, without triggering me again… She told me later that, for a moment, She felt tempted to do it! A part of me wanted Her to do it! I was soooo aroused! I was out of my mind, completely under her spell… But I was also worried because I was at the office! One or two triggers more, and I would have exploded without being able to prevent it, I swear! I was afraid! I didn’t cum, but I remained super aroused and horny! A part of me always wished that She would make me cum that day! I still wish She may do this to me someday! Probably not at work, of course, but maybe on my way home for instance! Or wherever She desires… I am only Her tool after all! I know how my body reacts to Her, and I also know that Her power has no limits. She knows how to take me to the veeeery edge or orgasm at Her command… I know that, in that state, just reading a CUM NOW message from Her would have made me cum automatically on my pants like a reflex.

In my next post, I’ll talk about the times She allowed me to worship Her perfection at different offices’ bathrooms.

In love with my Goddess

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After Valentine’s day celebration just a couple of days ago, I would want to talk about what I feel for my Goddess. It’s even more than a Mistress/slave relationship because I am completely in love for Her. You could think that it’s because of Her look. I mean, She obviously is GORGEOUS. HOT, SEXY, BEAUTIFUL, FUNNY, HONEST, CHARMING and PERFECT… She has a magnetic personality… She is literally the woman of my dreams… But, as beautiful as She is in the outside, She is even more beautiful inside. Yes, being the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen, I know it seems impossible, but it’s true!

She is a Goddess by nature. She knows exactly what She wants. She demands exactly what She deserves… And I love that. She deserves everything on earth and more! She has the most beautiful heart I’ve ever seen. She is a highly educated person, really smart and funny. She has real values, which makes Her in a very ethical person. I trust Her with my life. She knows every path of seduction. She does not only knows them, but She has also mastered them at a new level. She is a beautiful person, a Goddess that want to improve Her slaves to be better persons. She knows A LOT about so many things… I could listen to Her for hours and hours… I learn something from Her every day and I always follow Her advice. She is an honest and beautiful person. in every sense of the word. She is always open to dialog and is very understanding. After knowing all this, I think You may have already fallen in love with Her too. Well, who couldn’t? I mean, it’s like “there is something about Mary” movie, but for real. She is truly a Treasure in all ways, only a moron would not see that! She was born to be served and pleased. The level of control She can gain is absolute… I’m sure other Mistress in her same situation, with the level of control she has, could “ruin” their slaves lives just for their benefit. But She is different. She enhances the lives of Her slaves and everyone around Her. She makes us better persons. She can help us to change ourselves to be happier, healthier persons. She uses Her wisdom and knowledge to guide persons around Her in the correct way. She does all that because it’s part of Her beautiful nature. It’s what she does. She is passioned but rational, demanding but comprehensive and kind. I think it’s the perfect combination of everything. She obviously can be bossy and demanding because She knows exactly what She wants, and I love it. If You don’t like that, what are you doing here? Why are you reading this? I mean, the whole blog is dedicated to a powerful woman that has been born to be served and pleased.

Over the last couple of years, my feelings for Her have grown more and more, if possible. I can’t say how important She is to me or how much She means to me. I love Her and I care about Her every day. All I want is Her happiness, now and always. I have been blessed just for being able to find Her, even if I live far away from Her. But I truly feel like the luckiest person in the world for being chosen to serve Her. I trust Her with my life, I care about Her, I love Her and I will do my best to NEVER disappoint Her. I belong to Her. I will always serve Her and please Her as the Goddess She is. She is my owner and there is nothing I would not do for Her. But I know there is only one thing She will never need to order me: to love Her, respect Her and appreciate Her for the AMAZING Goddess and person She is. I saw that from the very beginning, and only a blind man (or a really stupid one) would not agree with me on that matter. I will be Hers forever (unless She decide to dismiss me),

A wonderful session

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Recently, I have lived one if the most powerful erotic experiences of my entire life! Dulchesa released me from my chastity period near a week ago. She made me go to my bed, where She hypnotized me VERY deeply with Her AMAZING hypnotic skills. She started to play with me before putting me into a super deep hypnotic state, completely receptive to Her words. Honestly, I can’t remember much of the beginning of the session. I remember the feeling of resting in Her wonderful voice, following Her every word as I always do, until everything started to fade away… I can’t recall what exactly happened at this part, but I think She just prepared the ground, deepening “my” mind (which truly belongs to Her) for what would come next! Whatever She did, it worked, because soon I started to feel immense pleasure down there like only She can summon! I was lying on my bed, with my sex completely hard for Her, feeling Her words touching every single layer of my mind and body… My sex continued growing harder and harder… Stiffer and stiffer under Her command! She sent me to the edge of orgasm MULTIPLE times! She forbade me to touch myself while unleashing all Her control and power over me… Ohhhh, I can’t even describe what I felt! Wave after wave after wave of INTENSE pleasure and arousal… It was SOOO hard to contain… My body was possessed, moving from one side to the other on my bed, trying to find the best position to absorb, enjoy and contain the IMMENSE pleasure! I wasn’t in control of my body anymore… She was! I was just reacting, in the same way as anyone reacts while burning with fire!

She kept me there for a long, long time! I can’t remember how much time it was exactly because time passes differently under Her control. But I was completely and utterly at Her mercy, willing to do ANYTHING for Her permission to cum! At some point, She allowed me to stroke again… I was soooo insanely aroused and so close to the edge, that I could barely touch myself… I did it veeeery carefully… Using just a few fingers… Veeery slowly…  Just two or three fearful strokes… More would have made me explode everywhere! She laughed at me, with Her beautiful, enchanting laugh that I could listen for hours. She noticed how difficult it was for me to touch my own cock… Her cock… Her hypnotized and owned cock… A few minutes after this point, the call suddenly ended!!! I had a problem with my headset and it took me some time to fix it… I was SO frustrated!! Finally, I fixed it, but it took me some time and I had already lost the huge erection… I thought it could be a problem to come back to the point I was before… Silly me! =P Dulchesa quickly sent me back to the same point, completely helpless at Her command, mindlessly eager to gain Her permission to explode…

I was locked at a new level of arousal, one that I never known before knowing Her… She put me deeply under again into a very deep hypnotic trance in just a second! My whole body collapsed and relaxed on my bed, like a mindless puppet! She told me that I will cum as many times as She commanded… I was completely relaxed, but my sex was very hard… Her words had a HUGE impact on me… I felt them touching and connecting directly to my very core… I don’t know how to explain it… I was so focused on Her voice and wishes… She told me that She wanted me to cum for at least ten times…I don’t know how She does it, but She can program my mind as if it were a simple software… I was soooo eager to explode everywhere… She played a little more with me… More and more… Until She FINALLY released me! She told me Her release trigger to made me CUM!! And then She used it again… And again… And again…. AND AGAIN! Every single time She wanted… I lost count at some point…  But She made me cum approximately 17 times! I was completely helpless! All I was able to do was to keep cumming again and again and again and again under Her command… The physical ejaculation was so powerful, that even if I was lying on my bed, it touched my shoulder! I couldn’t control my body at all, it was soooo powerful… When She stopped triggering me, I realized that I had cum everywhere… I had cum in my bed sheets, my clothes, my legs, GOSH, even my hair!! She waited until I recovered my breath and then We talked a little bit before ending the session… It was late, and time for me to clean myself up!

This was one of the most amazing experiences of my whole life! As usual, it was another gift from my owner, the lovely and most powerful and beautiful woman in the world, the unique Dulchesa (Lady Penelope Silke).

Multiple male orgasms

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What a wonderful day! Yesterday Dulchesa released me after two weeks of chastity! As I have mentioned before, She controls my every orgasm. She decides when, where and how I will achieve an orgasm. Sometimes it’s after three weeks or so, sometimes every two weeks, sometimes two days in a row… It’s always Her choice. I can only reach orgasm if She releases me. I can only feel pleasure or touch myself if She allows it.

Well, yesterday was one of those days! I had been extremely aroused all day, hunted by Her image in my work, thinking in Her beauty… Feeling every trigger of Her in such a powerful way…  At night, She gave me Her permission to worship Her pictures and videos… I was so insanely aroused, that I beg for my release! So weak, so horny, so submissive…

She teased me, more and more, and more and more…. She triggered me, She made me feel like a coke bottle that is about to explode for the pressure… I felt my sex bursting, throbbing, begging for Her mercy… I wasn’t sure if I could gain Her permission! She has sent me to the very edge of orgasm before, just to be denied. And I love it. I love every choice of Her. No matter how aroused I could feel… I love if She decides to release me, and I have also learned to love if She decides that I must remain completely locked. Because it’s never about me or my needs… It’s always about HER and Her wishes…

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So, I was completely at Her mercy, as usual… Out of my mind in arousal for a new trigger word She implanted in my head! I unconsciously misspelled a few sentences begging for Her permission, as a consequence of another trigger She put inside my head… One that She implanted in Our last session, but I don’t even remember when She did it!!

Finally, a Skype call entered… I answered gasping, begging for Her permission… She triggered me more and more and took me to the point of insane pleasure and….. She released me! Ohhh GOSH!!!! She gifted me with multiple male orgasms again!! Like six or seven times approx! If you have never experimented with multiple male orgasms, it’s something AMAZING! The body ejaculates usually only one time, but you feel the same pleasure multiple times… The pleasure is prolonged over time, and those common 6 seconds of pleasure before the climax, can be felt several times, totalizing 30 or 40 seconds of insane pleasure… Feeling it again and again and again at Her command, with Her release trigger word! It’s something I even didn’t know that it was possible on men before knowing Her, and now it has become a reality for me for a long time now.

Today I’m back into chastity. For how long? A few days? A week? Two weeks? Three? A month? I don’t know. It’s not my choice. And it will never be. All I know is that I live to serve Lady Penelope.