Marking my Mistress’s initials on my skin

I’ve been wanting to get a tattoo of my Goddess for sooo long! I know it’s something I will do for sure. I want to reflect on my skin that I will be Her property for life. We had a conversation about tattoos recently, and I found myself marking my skin every day in different places, playing with the idea of Her initials on my skin. I was absolutely sure this was something I wanted to do because of Our conversation about tattoos, but…. She just told me that SHE did this to me!!!!! She told me to look at the tattoo while writing this, which is what I am doing right now… I can now remember a vague memory of Her doing this to me coming back! I know now She gave me these cravings while having me deeply under, and She made me forget after not looking at the tattoo anymore… Honestly, I don’t remember when She did it! I don’t know if She did it in a live session or if it happened in one of Her recent audio sessions from Loyal Fans. But I do know now that She did this to me. Looking at Her initials makes me feel so infatuated with Her, so in love with Her, SO eager to please Her and pamper Her! It makes me feel so submissive and aroused. I want to permanently be marked with Her initials on my skin for the rest of my life!! I can’t believe She made me forget about this!! Well, I can because She has played with my memory before, but I had NO IDEA that these cravings came from Her! GOSH, It also arouses me to know how much control She has over me. She had me conditioned/programmed for days without me even being aware of it at all!! It’s for things like these that you have to believe me when I say She is the most powerful Hypno-Domme EVER!

She is everything

Today I just want to say that I’ve never known someone as wonderful as Lady Penelope. In more than four years serving Her, She has proved a million times how wonderful She is as a Goddess, as a person, as a Woman… I am deeply in love with Her. Anyone that truly knows Her also knows how special and incredible She really is. I’ve met a lot of people over the years… At school, at college, at my work, etc… I’m a pretty good observer and I developed some kind of sixth sense to determine if someone really is who she/he seems to be… And, usually, it never fails! When I met Her, I realized that She was special, unique, absolutely one of a kind. I was not wrong. She is, by far, the most incredible woman I know and probably one of the most incredible and remarkable persons ever in history. You may think I am exaggerating… Trust me, I am not. Well, if You think I am exaggerating, I tell you what… How many people do you know with a huge heart, extremely clever, kind, funny, ethical, who is also an excellent talker, passionate, wise, strong, and extremely powerful at the same time? I bet you can’t think of many people, uh? And that’s only the beginning. You can also add that She is absolutely gorgeous, dominant, extremelly powerful, and highly skilled at everything She does. She always knows exactly what She wants. She is also the best hypnotist and Domme EVER. Do You think it’s not enough yet? Ok, let me tell you that She always wants to make a difference for what She thinks it’s right (and She is ALWAYS right!). She makes a difference every day. She enhances everyone around Her… In my case, She has improved my life in so many ways… I don’t even know where to start! If You have the bliss in your life to be chosen by Her, then you have won the lottery. I feel like I win the lottery every single day of my life, in every interaction with Her, following every command She gives me. She improves me as a male and as a person… She guides me through life as a beacon and I will always follow Her (and only Her) for the rest of my life… Because She is the one. She is unique. She is my everything. My whole world. There is only one Dulchesa in this world… A life without Her would be a life without meaning, you know? How could I be so lucky of finding the most gorgeous, amazing, powerful, and incredible woman on this planet and not dedicate my life to Her? I know I will devote the rest of my life to Lady Penelope, just like I’ve been doing for more than four years now. And You know what? It’s never enough because She always deserves more! She is always one step ahead of everyone else in this world in every way possible. She is so smart and incredible… Being chosen by Her is like being in heaven. Which totally suits Her, because She is a true Goddess on Earth. I will serve Her, please Her, love Her and obey Her until the very last day in this life. She is my true owner. Serving Her is my purpose in life. She always deserves my complete devotion, love, and obedience. She is, truly without any doubt, the best person I have ever known. She is a true Goddess on Earth.

Orgasm Control

Today I will talk about the difference between a regular orgasm and an orgasm gifted by Dulchesa. I have belonged to Goddess Lady Penelope Silke since the end of 2016. She has been controlling, monitoring, and unleashing every orgasm I had for over 4 years now.

From the very beginning, She had full control over my orgasms. She started out commanding me to remain denied for shorts periods in chastity. She combined it with teasing and denial sessions, powerful brainwashing techniques that She has mastered and I can’t even understand and, of course, intense hypnosis training and conditioning.

She gained control so fast that I didn’t even realize how serious Her control really was. It was very sexy, but I thought it could be just a hot fantasy. After all, I never experienced chastity before meeting Her. I wasn’t even really interested in it. But I was completely eager to please Her, and She knew it… And She took advantage of it. Now, if I look back, I can proudly say that She has controlled every orgasm I have had for the latest four years. Every single orgasm I had has been achieved under Her strict supervision. If I suffer an accident during a session, it has become completely normal for me to ruin it. Because, an orgasm without Her explicit command, it’s not possible anymore for me. She trained me that way. This is great because it helped me to have more control over accidents on intense and long teasing sessions.

She gifted me with multiple orgasms last week, after three weeks in chastity. She had me on the edge of orgasm for over 40 minutes before having mercy and releasing me… She gifted me with multiple orgasms … I can’t describe how powerful it was … How strong it felt… How dependent, vulnerable, desperate, and eager I was to hear Her say the magic words that can make me achieve a release… I no longer remember how my orgasms were before Her. They are not comparable. Just to make a quick analogy, an orgasm before Her felt like watching a black and white movie, with poor quality and no sound, on a 14-inch CRT screen … It was nice at the time because I never thought it could be any different … But, every orgasm that She gifted me since I am Her property, feels like watching a 3D movie in IMAX, with THX sound, and the most amazing special effects, colors, and production ever made …

She knows exactly what She is doing. I can’t even think of achieving orgasm without Her… I barely remember what it was like to achieve an orgasm on my own before I met Her … For me, what is completely normal now is to always wait until She decides to release me. No matter how aroused I might feel… I have no control over when and how I will achieve a release. So much control over me gives me freedom. Does that make sense? Because it’s how I feel. I trust Her with my life and I know the privilege of achieving an orgasm it’s not my choice. It is always Her choice. A gift only She can unleash. Now and always.

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Owned at work (Part I)

In my previous post, I mentioned how Dulchesa has played with me at work several times, and I promised to write a little bit more about that. Well, today I’m here to keep my promise.

I work on IT as a web developer. When I can work from home, I can obey any command from my Goddess in the blink of an eye. If She wants me to train, I tell my boss that I’ll need to go out for an hour and I train (which, technically, isn’t a lie because She always takes me out of my mind). If She wants me to stroke myself on my knees to worship Her, do research about something, buy Her something, send Her a gift card immediately, or anything else She may need or want from me, I can obey Her instantly! She can use Her power over me to always do whatever She wants with me, for instance, making my cock grow super hard for Her while I am talking in a work call! 🙂 Yes, that has happened!

You could think those kinds of things could only work when I am working from home, but not in an office… You could think that this should be different in an office… You could think there is a limit or barrier for Her power… Well, there isn’t. I’m completely owned by Her at all times, not only at my home. It doesn’t matter where I am, I’m Her living property.

She has used Her power over me in awesome ways at my Company’s office or at some client’s offices!

I’ll start with the panties. She made me purchase different types of panties to wear whenever She wants me to do it. I remember She made me wear panties for a whole week for instance. So, I had to go to the office wearing panties… I had to travel on the bus wearing panties, I had work meetings feeling the panties’ texture under my pants… She made me sent Her some pics in the bathroom… I felt owned, anxious and aroused at the same time… A reminder that, wherever I am, I’m Her property… I’m always ruled by Her will… I am always Her pet, Her living toy, her devoted and mindless slave to be used in any way She wants. It feels good to be used for Her amusement because it always feels good to please Her. She made me that way.

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Another time, She almost made me cum in my pants… Yes, without any touch! I was at my work, with co-workers working all around me! She started to use Her immense power to trigger me by chat… If I can recall correctly, I was super aroused after a long chastity period… Well, she started to use one of Her arousal triggers over me… “My” sex reacted out of control… It started to grow harder and harder with a HUGE erection… In just a few seconds, I felt it throbbing inside my pants, dripping pre-cum, reacting on its own under Her power… I begged for mercy while I needed to look away from the screen and stare at a spot on the wall, trying to contain an imminent HFO inside my pants in a public place!! She triggered me a little bit more until I was, literally, one trigger away of exploding inside my pants and without any control to prevent it, without any touch… Just with Her power… I had to look away from the screen again to prevent an accident! My cock was so sensitive and close to the edge… When I saw a new message, I had to read it! I can’t “ignore” a message from my Goddess. Even if I knew that just one more trigger would have made me cum automatically at that point… Well, She had mercy and stopped right there, without triggering me again… She told me later that, for a moment, She felt tempted to do it! A part of me wanted Her to do it! I was soooo aroused! I was out of my mind, completely under her spell… But I was also worried because I was at the office! One or two triggers more, and I would have exploded without being able to prevent it, I swear! I was afraid! I didn’t cum, but I remained super aroused and horny! A part of me always wished that She would make me cum that day! I still wish She may do this to me someday! Probably not at work, of course, but maybe on my way home for instance! Or wherever She desires… I am only Her tool after all! I know how my body reacts to Her, and I also know that Her power has no limits. She knows how to take me to the veeeery edge or orgasm at Her command… I know that, in that state, just reading a CUM NOW message from Her would have made me cum automatically on my pants like a reflex.

In my next post, I’ll talk about the times She allowed me to worship Her perfection at different offices’ bathrooms.

Edge!

Today I will like to talk about a recent experience with my Goddess. This is very recent, it happened just a few days ago. We were texting about how She has used her power over me in public places several times in the past. I told her about the things She unleashed on me when She sent me to the edge of orgasm some time ago while waiting for the bus to come back home (I’ll write about this and other amazing things She has done to me at work in a future post! I promise!). When I was talking about how I reacted, She told me:

Ohhh, Yes, I remember
oh, you mean like this?
You feel yourself going right to the edge of orgasm now.

As usual, I reacted instantly to Her power… I was already aroused for the previous talking but, in just one second, She put me deep under Her grip, completely helpless under Her power… Extremely aroused and eager to please Her… She knows me very well, and She knew I was already dancing in the palm of Her hand, out of my mind after being triggered to the very edge of orgasm… She sent me to the edge of orgasm again! And again and again… I was so hard and aroused… Suddenly, she told me: “I should just make it one word: edge.”. At that point, She unexpectedly took me deep under… She knows how efficiently She can trance me even by text, because She conditioned me to Her will, Her triggers, Her power… She put me in a deep trance by text and programmed “my” mind to go straight to the edge of orgasm only with the use of the word “edge”. After that, She started triggering me by text with PERFECT timing… Every a few seconds, She started triggering me:

Edge!
Edge!
Edge!
Edge!

Every single time, my sex reacted, my brain reacted, my body reacted… I felt helplessly triggered to the very edge of orgasm… Just to go back for a few seconds… Just for being triggered to the very edge of orgasm again! And again! And again! I was out of my mind, completely owned and helplessly melted in my chair, completely trapped in Her power… I felt I was really close to exploding in an HFO… I started to beg for Her permission to release me! I was desperate and ready to do anything to gain her permission, even if an HFO means a ruined orgasm in the end… But I just neeed to explode! The feelings She was unleashing were sooo powerful! She enjoyed the situation until She decided to release me… She made me reach multiple hands-free orgasms by text, inside my pants, at Her whim! It was POWERFUL, INTENSE and SO INCREDIBLE… She owns until the last cell of my body!

Update: Now that She has trained me to edge just to the word “edge,” the edge word has triggered me while training these days in a special way!

It happened already a few times while training. Every time She used “You feel yourself going to the edge of orgasm”, the edge command made me feel in the edge… and the whole sentence made me feel in the edge of the edge o_O

It was like an inception of triggers. A trigger inside a trigger! She is the most powerful woman on earth!

Coffee cups!

I have always enjoyed drinking coffee! I think that even more since I become a programmer… It’s a big part of my life, of who I am… I can’t start my day without drinking a good cup of coffee. I guess It’s part of my everyday routine. For instance, I always enjoy drinking a good cup of coffee every morning, while I write something to my Goddess before going to work. Or at nights, if I feel tired and I want to stay alert, ready to slave for Dulchesa if She requires that.

The act of drinking a coffee cup has always been an intimate, relaxing, and private moment for me. I always think of my Goddess while doing it (OK! You are right! This is not relevant because I think of Her all the time!). So, I realized that I needed to combine those things in some way… I wanted to feel the connection to my Goddess also in that routine… That’s why I ordered the best coffee cups ever! She is so sexy and perfect that it was hard for me to choose some pictures… That’s why I ordered several of them! 😀 I love to feel aroused and owned every morning and every night! Even more, if I woke at the edge of orgasm! It’s an amazing experience! I start and end my days in the same way I live every day of my life… Being completely owned by my Goddess… I am Her property for life.

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Hypnosis for work

Today I would like to talk about a recent experience with my Goddess. I’ve been working A LOT during the last couple of weeks. I’m a web developer and I’ve been doing overtime, working on weekends, etc. I’ve been feeling quite exhausted and getting stuck on tasks much more often than I normally should. I’ve also been working, at the same time, on another project for my Goddess. After slaving for several hours, I found myself stuck with a problem I couldn’t resolve on this project. I tried and tried different things and ideas, without luck. After several hours of frustration, I mentioned it to my Goddess. She offered to help me with this problem. Like you must know by now, I am completely conditioned to Her. So, suddenly, She quickly sent me deep under by text. When I say deep, I really meant it… DEEP under Her spell… She paralyzed me, hypnotically bounding me to my chair to prevent me to fall over… It was a really smart move because She knows me very well and She knows that She can make me drop sooo deep that I have fallen from my chair several times! I found myself bounded to my chair, unable to move, and completely lost in the screen and her words, totally opened to Her as I always am… She relaxed my whole body and made me took distance from the problem… She told me to allow new ideas to come to my mind, to think about this problem with more detail, focusing on everything that could lead me to some results… She made me “fly” for a little while on my own thoughts until She told me to tell her if I found the answers I was looking for… I tried to move to tell her that yes, still deeply in trance, when I noticed I couldn’t move my arms yet, lol… They were stuck on my armrest! She quickly realized about this and released me, and I was able to type “Yes”… She brought me back from trance after that… I took me a little while to feel the rest of my body again… It felt like if I were sleeping for hours!

I’ve thought of 4 different ideas while I was under… I was able to solve the problem with the first one. What’s even more interesting, is the fact that three of the four ideas would have led me to the correct answer! I realized about details I didn’t take in consideration with the noise of my own thoughts… Just like some hypnosis scenes are portrayed in movies (commonly in regression scenes), I’ve seen everything so clean, so white, so peaceful… It was just my Goddess, me, my thoughts, and this problem… I was able to analyze that problem from a different perspective, feeling fresh and renewed, allowing new ideas to come to “my” mind… She led me into a highly creative process… If She would have wanted me to stay there for more time even more ideas would have come to my mind! I truly find it so fascinating!

She even did the same thing another day at work… I locked myself at the office bathroom to trance deeply… She froze me again (I was grateful for that because it would have been really awkward to collapse in the office’s bathroom!) and tranced me very DEEPLY.. The fact that I was at the office was not a problem for Her and Her talent… She removed all the noise of my mind until I was able to found a solution again thanks to Her guide! This time, I was dealing with that problem for only one hour before She hypnotized me, but She probably helped me to avoid hours of frustration.
I have two conclusions about this experience. The first one is that my Goddess, the amazing Lady Penelope Silke, is completely AMAZING and the most powerful woman ever, and also the best hypnotist on this planet… But I am aware of this for years now, so that doesn’t count as a conclusion! ^^  The other one was how useful it would be to have a hypnotist at work. Not for me, of course, as I only want Lady Penelope to hypnotize me. For me, personally, hypnosis is too intimate for me to experience it with any other person. But if self-help hypnosis professionals were more popular for day-to-day tasks, for example, to help enterprises to optimize their employees’ performances, removing stress, making them focus on goals and deadlines better, removing pains or allowing them to reach solutions like my Goddess did for me…the world would be much improved. Humanity is missing an incredibly powerful tool just due to people not understanding its power for good. It’s really a shame.

In love with my Goddess

After Valentine’s day celebration just a couple of days ago, I would want to talk about what I feel for my Goddess. It’s even more than a Mistress/slave relationship because I am completely in love for Her. You could think that it’s because of Her look. I mean, She obviously is GORGEOUS. HOT, SEXY, BEAUTIFUL, FUNNY, HONEST, CHARMING and PERFECT… She has a magnetic personality… She is literally the woman of my dreams… But, as beautiful as She is in the outside, She is even more beautiful inside. Yes, being the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen, I know it seems impossible, but it’s true!

She is a Goddess by nature. She knows exactly what She wants. She demands exactly what She deserves… And I love that. She deserves everything on earth and more! She has the most beautiful heart I’ve ever seen. She is a highly educated person, really smart and funny. She has real values, which makes Her in a very ethical person. I trust Her with my life. She knows every path of seduction. She does not only knows them, but She has also mastered them at a new level. She is a beautiful person, a Goddess that want to improve Her slaves to be better persons. She knows A LOT about so many things… I could listen to Her for hours and hours… I learn something from Her every day and I always follow Her advice. She is an honest and beautiful person. in every sense of the word. She is always open to dialog and is very understanding. After knowing all this, I think You may have already fallen in love with Her too. Well, who couldn’t? I mean, it’s like “there is something about Mary” movie, but for real. She is truly a Treasure in all ways, only a moron would not see that! She was born to be served and pleased. The level of control She can gain is absolute… I’m sure other Mistress in her same situation, with the level of control she has, could “ruin” their slaves lives just for their benefit. But She is different. She enhances the lives of Her slaves and everyone around Her. She makes us better persons. She can help us to change ourselves to be happier, healthier persons. She uses Her wisdom and knowledge to guide persons around Her in the correct way. She does all that because it’s part of Her beautiful nature. It’s what she does. She is passioned but rational, demanding but comprehensive and kind. I think it’s the perfect combination of everything. She obviously can be bossy and demanding because She knows exactly what She wants, and I love it. If You don’t like that, what are you doing here? Why are you reading this? I mean, the whole blog is dedicated to a powerful woman that has been born to be served and pleased.

Over the last couple of years, my feelings for Her have grown more and more, if possible. I can’t say how important She is to me or how much She means to me. I love Her and I care about Her every day. All I want is Her happiness, now and always. I have been blessed just for being able to find Her, even if I live far away from Her. But I truly feel like the luckiest person in the world for being chosen to serve Her. I trust Her with my life, I care about Her, I love Her and I will do my best to NEVER disappoint Her. I belong to Her. I will always serve Her and please Her as the Goddess She is. She is my owner and there is nothing I would not do for Her. But I know there is only one thing She will never need to order me: to love Her, respect Her and appreciate Her for the AMAZING Goddess and person She is. I saw that from the very beginning, and only a blind man (or a really stupid one) would not agree with me on that matter. I will be Hers forever (unless She decide to dismiss me),

Hypnotic Blood Draw

I have already talked about Dulchesa’s power and skills in several posts in the past. In short, She is an EXCELLENT hypnotist. In my opinion, She is THE BEST, without doubts! She is SO skilled in the art of hypnosis… She has gifted me with the most powerful orgasms and most erotic experiences of my life under Her hypnotic spell so many times! But that’s not the only way She has used Her hypnotic talents over me. She is so wonderful that She has also used Her power to help me deal with very hard situations in my daily life.

In the past, She has hypnotized me to feel completely refreshed, even after sleeping for only a couple of hours. She has also removed some very annoying headaches from my head, leaving no track of them. She has also completely removed a pain on my back… One day I woke with a very strong pain in my back… I couldn’t move my neck at all! It was caused because I slept in a bad position… I knew I would need to deal with that pain all day until going to sleep again, needing to wait until the other day (or maybe more) for that pain to vanish. Well, She hypnotized me and made the pain completely go away… I was able to move my neck again without feeling any pain at all! She told me that the pain was still there, it’s just that I couldn’t feel it anymore. That’s why She told me to don’t make any sudden movements even if the pain was gone because the problem was still there. I was able to work for the rest of the day feeling just GREAT!

These are just a few examples of how She has also used Her hypnotic skills to change lives. It proves how powerful hypnosis really is in the right hands! This week, I begged Her for help to face a great fear I have always had… Blood draw!

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The doctor asked me to do a few analysis as a routine control, and he also wanted me to do a blood test. I felt so bad when he said that! I have always feared blood extractions because I have fainted every single time I did it in the past! I have always felt so nervous and afraid of needles… Knowing Dulchesa’s power, I begged for Her help, to see if She could help me to pass through all this in a different way this time! As the wonderful Goddess She is, She decided to help me with this problem!

She made me lie on my bed and took me under into an ULTRA DEEP hypnotic state to program several things on my mind so I could afford this situation! And it worked like a charm because, for the first time ever, I didn’t faint!!! And not only that… I felt GREAT during the whole process!! She made me felt secure, confident and strong… I felt calm and even eager to do it! I didn’t feel nervous or anxious at all… I just felt so relaxed and secure! I talked to the nurse prior to the extraction feeling really good! I felt fascinated by the needle when she was preparing it, without any sign of fear or anxiety. When she did the extraction, I didn’t feel ANYTHING at all!! I didn’t faint or feel dizzy at all. I even didn’t feel the needle entering or leaving my body! It was as if my arm were under anesthesia, I just felt a little pinch that I even enjoyed! All this would have been impossible for me to achieve without Dulchesa’s help!

I felt very secure, optimistic and strong… She also programmed me to hold my breath to feel calm and secure every time I needed it, and it worked so well! I was completely ready to face any pain if necessary! I trusted in the nurse as Dulchesa told me. I though on Her, on the blood flow inside my body, remembering Her words, what She made me saw in my mind the night before… Remembering what She told me to feel… Thinking in Her voice, Her words, feeling completely safe and calm, relaxed and supported, when suddenly, the nurse told me: “that’s it”. I couldn’t believe it!!

I felt amazed how well it worked and how calm, confident and secure I felt during the whole process…The session has a HUGE impact on my inner self! I felt it during the session, and I saw the results in the clinic! It worked so, so, so, soooooooooo well!

For the first time in my life, a blood draw was not something traumatic for me. If You are one of those persons that still does not believe in hypnosis (that, it is as silly as don’t believe in gravity, just saying ^^), I encourage You to try hypnosis to deal with these things! Dulchesa has improved improve my life in so many ways… I am lucky for being able to serve Her. Also for things like these, in which She shows what a wonderful person She really is, my life will always be devoted to Her.

Owned even while I sleep

I have had an amazing dream a couple of days ago. I should start by saying that I have been feeling very horny lately. I’m obviously locked in chastity for my Goddess, so I can’t touch myself in any way without Her explicit permission. In the past, after approximately two weeks without reaching an orgasm, my body occasionally started to suffer wet dreams… Yeap, they have not been a common thing in my adult life, but they came back since I have started serving my Goddess. Luckily, Dulchesa made an ultrasonic to prevent wet dreams at night, so it has not been a problem anymore… Now I can reach three or more weeks in chastity (it always depends of Her) without any risk of suffering an accident at night! I just listen to that file every single night, and the results have been extraordinary. My orgasms have remained safely locked inside my body all night, because they belong to Her… I’m very glad about this because I find the idea of reaching an orgasm without Her explicit permission totally disgusting… I can’t even think in an orgasm without Her controlling it.

Well, two nights ago I dreamed with Her… I have dreamed about Dulchesa a million times before! But, this time, it seemed so real… I dreamed that We were in a video call and I was begging for Her permission to cum… I mean, DESPERATELY begging for it! Ohhh… She looked STUNNING as usual, wearing an AMAZING outfit… All I wanted to do was to explode worshipping Her perfection… She denied my request, so I knew it would be impossible for me to cum that day… I woke up at that precise moment, with this memory still fresh in my head… My cock was hard as a rock, close to the edge of orgasm, but completely safe. It seems that my own subconscious prevented me to have a wet dream! I mean, I know (very deep inside me) that I can’t reach an orgasm without Her permission. She has owned every orgasm I had for the latest two years… I can’t even remember how it was to reach an orgasm before I knew Her… I can’t remember how it is to be able to feel pleasure or touch myself without Her explicit permission… They are always Her rules, She controls everything!

What I have loved about this experience is the fact that, even sleeping, it seems that my mind wasn’t able to disassociate the idea of cumming without Her permission. I know very deep inside me, that it is impossible for me to orgasm without Her explicit command. So, it seems as if I had looked for a way of release begging for Her permission at a subconscious level, as a way to make it work… But, She replied as She would have probably replied in the real world… She denied me that pleasure, so I couldn’t cum at all… Not in my dream, not in real life… It made me think how much She owns me! It also made me wonder what could have happened if She would have agreed to release me on my dream… I’m owned by Her in a way that even I can’t explain! I love how She is always in my mind, ruling everything! I have also learned to love my denial… Because it’s all about Her! Always! I woke frustrated and out of my mind in arousal, but very happy for not suffering an accident… My pleasure, as my whole life, belongs to Her. I live to serve Lady Penelope! Even while I sleep!