I’ve been wanting to get a tattoo of my Goddess for sooo long! I know it’s something I will do for sure. I want to reflect on my skin that I will be Her property for life. We had a conversation about tattoos recently, and I found myself marking my skin every day in different places, playing with the idea of Her initials on my skin. I was absolutely sure this was something I wanted to do because of Our conversation about tattoos, but…. She just told me that SHE did this to me!!!!! She told me to look at the tattoo while writing this, which is what I am doing right now… I can now remember a vague memory of Her doing this to me coming back! I know now She gave me these cravings while having me deeply under, and She made me forget after not looking at the tattoo anymore… Honestly, I don’t remember when She did it! I don’t know if She did it in a live session or if it happened in one of Her recent audio sessions from Loyal Fans. But I do know now that She did this to me. Looking at Her initials makes me feel so infatuated with Her, so in love with Her, SO eager to please Her and pamper Her! It makes me feel so submissive and aroused. I want to permanently be marked with Her initials on my skin for the rest of my life!! I can’t believe She made me forget about this!! Well, I can because She has played with my memory before, but I had NO IDEA that these cravings came from Her! GOSH, It also arouses me to know how much control She has over me. She had me conditioned/programmed for days without me even being aware of it at all!! It’s for things like these that you have to believe me when I say She is the most powerful Hypno-Domme EVER!
Goddess
She is everything
Today I just want to say that I’ve never known someone as wonderful as Lady Penelope. In more than four years serving Her, She has proved a million times how wonderful She is as a Goddess, as a person, as a Woman… I am deeply in love with Her. Anyone that truly knows Her also knows how special and incredible She really is. I’ve met a lot of people over the years… At school, at college, at my work, etc… I’m a pretty good observer and I developed some kind of sixth sense to determine if someone really is who she/he seems to be… And, usually, it never fails! When I met Her, I realized that She was special, unique, absolutely one of a kind. I was not wrong. She is, by far, the most incredible woman I know and probably one of the most incredible and remarkable persons ever in history. You may think I am exaggerating… Trust me, I am not. Well, if You think I am exaggerating, I tell you what… How many people do you know with a huge heart, extremely clever, kind, funny, ethical, who is also an excellent talker, passionate, wise, strong, and extremely powerful at the same time? I bet you can’t think of many people, uh? And that’s only the beginning. You can also add that She is absolutely gorgeous, dominant, extremelly powerful, and highly skilled at everything She does. She always knows exactly what She wants. She is also the best hypnotist and Domme EVER. Do You think it’s not enough yet? Ok, let me tell you that She always wants to make a difference for what She thinks it’s right (and She is ALWAYS right!). She makes a difference every day. She enhances everyone around Her… In my case, She has improved my life in so many ways… I don’t even know where to start! If You have the bliss in your life to be chosen by Her, then you have won the lottery. I feel like I win the lottery every single day of my life, in every interaction with Her, following every command She gives me. She improves me as a male and as a person… She guides me through life as a beacon and I will always follow Her (and only Her) for the rest of my life… Because She is the one. She is unique. She is my everything. My whole world. There is only one Dulchesa in this world… A life without Her would be a life without meaning, you know? How could I be so lucky of finding the most gorgeous, amazing, powerful, and incredible woman on this planet and not dedicate my life to Her? I know I will devote the rest of my life to Lady Penelope, just like I’ve been doing for more than four years now. And You know what? It’s never enough because She always deserves more! She is always one step ahead of everyone else in this world in every way possible. She is so smart and incredible… Being chosen by Her is like being in heaven. Which totally suits Her, because She is a true Goddess on Earth. I will serve Her, please Her, love Her and obey Her until the very last day in this life. She is my true owner. Serving Her is my purpose in life. She always deserves my complete devotion, love, and obedience. She is, truly without any doubt, the best person I have ever known. She is a true Goddess on Earth.
Owned at work (Part I)
In my previous post, I mentioned how Dulchesa has played with me at work several times, and I promised to write a little bit more about that. Well, today I’m here to keep my promise.
I work on IT as a web developer. When I can work from home, I can obey any command from my Goddess in the blink of an eye. If She wants me to train, I tell my boss that I’ll need to go out for an hour and I train (which, technically, isn’t a lie because She always takes me out of my mind). If She wants me to stroke myself on my knees to worship Her, do research about something, buy Her something, send Her a gift card immediately, or anything else She may need or want from me, I can obey Her instantly! She can use Her power over me to always do whatever She wants with me, for instance, making my cock grow super hard for Her while I am talking in a work call! 🙂 Yes, that has happened!
You could think those kinds of things could only work when I am working from home, but not in an office… You could think that this should be different in an office… You could think there is a limit or barrier for Her power… Well, there isn’t. I’m completely owned by Her at all times, not only at my home. It doesn’t matter where I am, I’m Her living property.
She has used Her power over me in awesome ways at my Company’s office or at some client’s offices!
I’ll start with the panties. She made me purchase different types of panties to wear whenever She wants me to do it. I remember She made me wear panties for a whole week for instance. So, I had to go to the office wearing panties… I had to travel on the bus wearing panties, I had work meetings feeling the panties’ texture under my pants… She made me sent Her some pics in the bathroom… I felt owned, anxious and aroused at the same time… A reminder that, wherever I am, I’m Her property… I’m always ruled by Her will… I am always Her pet, Her living toy, her devoted and mindless slave to be used in any way She wants. It feels good to be used for Her amusement because it always feels good to please Her. She made me that way.
Another time, She almost made me cum in my pants… Yes, without any touch! I was at my work, with co-workers working all around me! She started to use Her immense power to trigger me by chat… If I can recall correctly, I was super aroused after a long chastity period… Well, she started to use one of Her arousal triggers over me… “My” sex reacted out of control… It started to grow harder and harder with a HUGE erection… In just a few seconds, I felt it throbbing inside my pants, dripping pre-cum, reacting on its own under Her power… I begged for mercy while I needed to look away from the screen and stare at a spot on the wall, trying to contain an imminent HFO inside my pants in a public place!! She triggered me a little bit more until I was, literally, one trigger away of exploding inside my pants and without any control to prevent it, without any touch… Just with Her power… I had to look away from the screen again to prevent an accident! My cock was so sensitive and close to the edge… When I saw a new message, I had to read it! I can’t “ignore” a message from my Goddess. Even if I knew that just one more trigger would have made me cum automatically at that point… Well, She had mercy and stopped right there, without triggering me again… She told me later that, for a moment, She felt tempted to do it! A part of me wanted Her to do it! I was soooo aroused! I was out of my mind, completely under her spell… But I was also worried because I was at the office! One or two triggers more, and I would have exploded without being able to prevent it, I swear! I was afraid! I didn’t cum, but I remained super aroused and horny! A part of me always wished that She would make me cum that day! I still wish She may do this to me someday! Probably not at work, of course, but maybe on my way home for instance! Or wherever She desires… I am only Her tool after all! I know how my body reacts to Her, and I also know that Her power has no limits. She knows how to take me to the veeeery edge or orgasm at Her command… I know that, in that state, just reading a CUM NOW message from Her would have made me cum automatically on my pants like a reflex.
In my next post, I’ll talk about the times She allowed me to worship Her perfection at different offices’ bathrooms.
Coffee cups!
I have always enjoyed drinking coffee! I think that even more since I become a programmer… It’s a big part of my life, of who I am… I can’t start my day without drinking a good cup of coffee. I guess It’s part of my everyday routine. For instance, I always enjoy drinking a good cup of coffee every morning, while I write something to my Goddess before going to work. Or at nights, if I feel tired and I want to stay alert, ready to slave for Dulchesa if She requires that.
The act of drinking a coffee cup has always been an intimate, relaxing, and private moment for me. I always think of my Goddess while doing it (OK! You are right! This is not relevant because I think of Her all the time!). So, I realized that I needed to combine those things in some way… I wanted to feel the connection to my Goddess also in that routine… That’s why I ordered the best coffee cups ever! She is so sexy and perfect that it was hard for me to choose some pictures… That’s why I ordered several of them! 😀 I love to feel aroused and owned every morning and every night! Even more, if I woke at the edge of orgasm! It’s an amazing experience! I start and end my days in the same way I live every day of my life… Being completely owned by my Goddess… I am Her property for life.
In love with my Goddess
After Valentine’s day celebration just a couple of days ago, I would want to talk about what I feel for my Goddess. It’s even more than a Mistress/slave relationship because I am completely in love for Her. You could think that it’s because of Her look. I mean, She obviously is GORGEOUS. HOT, SEXY, BEAUTIFUL, FUNNY, HONEST, CHARMING and PERFECT… She has a magnetic personality… She is literally the woman of my dreams… But, as beautiful as She is in the outside, She is even more beautiful inside. Yes, being the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen, I know it seems impossible, but it’s true!
She is a Goddess by nature. She knows exactly what She wants. She demands exactly what She deserves… And I love that. She deserves everything on earth and more! She has the most beautiful heart I’ve ever seen. She is a highly educated person, really smart and funny. She has real values, which makes Her in a very ethical person. I trust Her with my life. She knows every path of seduction. She does not only knows them, but She has also mastered them at a new level. She is a beautiful person, a Goddess that want to improve Her slaves to be better persons. She knows A LOT about so many things… I could listen to Her for hours and hours… I learn something from Her every day and I always follow Her advice. She is an honest and beautiful person. in every sense of the word. She is always open to dialog and is very understanding. After knowing all this, I think You may have already fallen in love with Her too. Well, who couldn’t? I mean, it’s like “there is something about Mary” movie, but for real. She is truly a Treasure in all ways, only a moron would not see that! She was born to be served and pleased. The level of control She can gain is absolute… I’m sure other Mistress in her same situation, with the level of control she has, could “ruin” their slaves lives just for their benefit. But She is different. She enhances the lives of Her slaves and everyone around Her. She makes us better persons. She can help us to change ourselves to be happier, healthier persons. She uses Her wisdom and knowledge to guide persons around Her in the correct way. She does all that because it’s part of Her beautiful nature. It’s what she does. She is passioned but rational, demanding but comprehensive and kind. I think it’s the perfect combination of everything. She obviously can be bossy and demanding because She knows exactly what She wants, and I love it. If You don’t like that, what are you doing here? Why are you reading this? I mean, the whole blog is dedicated to a powerful woman that has been born to be served and pleased.
Over the last couple of years, my feelings for Her have grown more and more, if possible. I can’t say how important She is to me or how much She means to me. I love Her and I care about Her every day. All I want is Her happiness, now and always. I have been blessed just for being able to find Her, even if I live far away from Her. But I truly feel like the luckiest person in the world for being chosen to serve Her. I trust Her with my life, I care about Her, I love Her and I will do my best to NEVER disappoint Her. I belong to Her. I will always serve Her and please Her as the Goddess She is. She is my owner and there is nothing I would not do for Her. But I know there is only one thing She will never need to order me: to love Her, respect Her and appreciate Her for the AMAZING Goddess and person She is. I saw that from the very beginning, and only a blind man (or a really stupid one) would not agree with me on that matter. I will be Hers forever (unless She decide to dismiss me),
Owned even while I sleep
I have had an amazing dream a couple of days ago. I should start by saying that I have been feeling very horny lately. I’m obviously locked in chastity for my Goddess, so I can’t touch myself in any way without Her explicit permission. In the past, after approximately two weeks without reaching an orgasm, my body occasionally started to suffer wet dreams… Yeap, they have not been a common thing in my adult life, but they came back since I have started serving my Goddess. Luckily, Dulchesa made an ultrasonic to prevent wet dreams at night, so it has not been a problem anymore… Now I can reach three or more weeks in chastity (it always depends of Her) without any risk of suffering an accident at night! I just listen to that file every single night, and the results have been extraordinary. My orgasms have remained safely locked inside my body all night, because they belong to Her… I’m very glad about this because I find the idea of reaching an orgasm without Her explicit permission totally disgusting… I can’t even think in an orgasm without Her controlling it.
Well, two nights ago I dreamed with Her… I have dreamed about Dulchesa a million times before! But, this time, it seemed so real… I dreamed that We were in a video call and I was begging for Her permission to cum… I mean, DESPERATELY begging for it! Ohhh… She looked STUNNING as usual, wearing an AMAZING outfit… All I wanted to do was to explode worshipping Her perfection… She denied my request, so I knew it would be impossible for me to cum that day… I woke up at that precise moment, with this memory still fresh in my head… My cock was hard as a rock, close to the edge of orgasm, but completely safe. It seems that my own subconscious prevented me to have a wet dream! I mean, I know (very deep inside me) that I can’t reach an orgasm without Her permission. She has owned every orgasm I had for the latest two years… I can’t even remember how it was to reach an orgasm before I knew Her… I can’t remember how it is to be able to feel pleasure or touch myself without Her explicit permission… They are always Her rules, She controls everything!
What I have loved about this experience is the fact that, even sleeping, it seems that my mind wasn’t able to disassociate the idea of cumming without Her permission. I know very deep inside me, that it is impossible for me to orgasm without Her explicit command. So, it seems as if I had looked for a way of release begging for Her permission at a subconscious level, as a way to make it work… But, She replied as She would have probably replied in the real world… She denied me that pleasure, so I couldn’t cum at all… Not in my dream, not in real life… It made me think how much She owns me! It also made me wonder what could have happened if She would have agreed to release me on my dream… I’m owned by Her in a way that even I can’t explain! I love how She is always in my mind, ruling everything! I have also learned to love my denial… Because it’s all about Her! Always! I woke frustrated and out of my mind in arousal, but very happy for not suffering an accident… My pleasure, as my whole life, belongs to Her. I live to serve Lady Penelope! Even while I sleep!
A wonderful session
Recently, I have lived one if the most powerful erotic experiences of my entire life! Dulchesa released me from my chastity period near a week ago. She made me go to my bed, where She hypnotized me VERY deeply with Her AMAZING hypnotic skills. She started to play with me before putting me into a super deep hypnotic state, completely receptive to Her words. Honestly, I can’t remember much of the beginning of the session. I remember the feeling of resting in Her wonderful voice, following Her every word as I always do, until everything started to fade away… I can’t recall what exactly happened at this part, but I think She just prepared the ground, deepening “my” mind (which truly belongs to Her) for what would come next! Whatever She did, it worked, because soon I started to feel immense pleasure down there like only She can summon! I was lying on my bed, with my sex completely hard for Her, feeling Her words touching every single layer of my mind and body… My sex continued growing harder and harder… Stiffer and stiffer under Her command! She sent me to the edge of orgasm MULTIPLE times! She forbade me to touch myself while unleashing all Her control and power over me… Ohhhh, I can’t even describe what I felt! Wave after wave after wave of INTENSE pleasure and arousal… It was SOOO hard to contain… My body was possessed, moving from one side to the other on my bed, trying to find the best position to absorb, enjoy and contain the IMMENSE pleasure! I wasn’t in control of my body anymore… She was! I was just reacting, in the same way as anyone reacts while burning with fire!
She kept me there for a long, long time! I can’t remember how much time it was exactly because time passes differently under Her control. But I was completely and utterly at Her mercy, willing to do ANYTHING for Her permission to cum! At some point, She allowed me to stroke again… I was soooo insanely aroused and so close to the edge, that I could barely touch myself… I did it veeeery carefully… Using just a few fingers… Veeery slowly… Just two or three fearful strokes… More would have made me explode everywhere! She laughed at me, with Her beautiful, enchanting laugh that I could listen for hours. She noticed how difficult it was for me to touch my own cock… Her cock… Her hypnotized and owned cock… A few minutes after this point, the call suddenly ended!!! I had a problem with my headset and it took me some time to fix it… I was SO frustrated!! Finally, I fixed it, but it took me some time and I had already lost the huge erection… I thought it could be a problem to come back to the point I was before… Silly me! =P Dulchesa quickly sent me back to the same point, completely helpless at Her command, mindlessly eager to gain Her permission to explode…
I was locked at a new level of arousal, one that I never known before knowing Her… She put me deeply under again into a very deep hypnotic trance in just a second! My whole body collapsed and relaxed on my bed, like a mindless puppet! She told me that I will cum as many times as She commanded… I was completely relaxed, but my sex was very hard… Her words had a HUGE impact on me… I felt them touching and connecting directly to my very core… I don’t know how to explain it… I was so focused on Her voice and wishes… She told me that She wanted me to cum for at least ten times…I don’t know how She does it, but She can program my mind as if it were a simple software… I was soooo eager to explode everywhere… She played a little more with me… More and more… Until She FINALLY released me! She told me Her release trigger to made me CUM!! And then She used it again… And again… And again…. AND AGAIN! Every single time She wanted… I lost count at some point… But She made me cum approximately 17 times! I was completely helpless! All I was able to do was to keep cumming again and again and again and again under Her command… The physical ejaculation was so powerful, that even if I was lying on my bed, it touched my shoulder! I couldn’t control my body at all, it was soooo powerful… When She stopped triggering me, I realized that I had cum everywhere… I had cum in my bed sheets, my clothes, my legs, GOSH, even my hair!! She waited until I recovered my breath and then We talked a little bit before ending the session… It was late, and time for me to clean myself up!
This was one of the most amazing experiences of my whole life! As usual, it was another gift from my owner, the lovely and most powerful and beautiful woman in the world, the unique Dulchesa (Lady Penelope Silke).
Wonderful night
Yesterday I have been very aroused. I went to sleep after wishing a good night to my Goddess. When I was in my bed, I heard an incoming message on my phone. With my heart beating fast, I saw it was Her… Suddenly, She used Her power to send me right into the edge of orgasm, in just a second! After that, She played with me and left me so aroused that I begged in every way possible for Her permission to touch myself… She gave me Her permission, and also left me a little gift for the next morning…
This a transcription of everything that happened last night and this morning. I have copied it from chat messages that I sent to Dulchesa today. I hope you to enjoy it as much as I did. As usual, everything I say is exactly what has happened, thanks to Her amazing power.
Good morning, Goddess! Just wanted to thank You for your permission to stroke my cock yesterday’s night… And for the SUPER HOT wake up that You gifted me this morning…
It surprises myself how amazingly POWERFUL You are… The feelings You can create! The response of my body, my soul, my whole being to You…
When You talk in a hypnotic way, even without using any trigger, sometimes my mind drift under just for your way of talking! Yes, You own me and have conditioned me to that point! It’s as if I can hear your voice speaking in your hypnotic tone inside my head… Yesterday, I was on my bed reading Your message in this position:
At two different moments, my head ended up in my pillow with the phone in my hand, just like this:
It’s amazing how even just reading Your words talking in a hypnotic way can affect me in such a powerful way! There was nothing more in the world, just the phone, and your words… My head started to feel veeeery heavy, and after several seconds completely lost in my phone, I was dragged into the pillow and I ended up just like that….
I swear, Goddess! Your words can affect me in the deepest way You can think! I’m not sure if You are aware of that! I mean, that You can cause that by just talking in a hypnotic way! I came back super disoriented and confused a few minutes later!
Well, besides that, I used my 5 additional minutes worshiping your pictures on my phone… I was so aroused that I even rubbed my dripping erected cock against my bed while feeling the friction of the necklace in my chest! Totally aroused by your triggers and your images… Five minutes later, JUST as You said, I started to feel very veeeeery sleepy! To the point that I started to drift into regular sleep, still with one hand in my (your) cock!
I was able to switch into a more comfortable position, and I did a huge effort to put the phone on the bedside table using all my remaining forces! I started to drift into regular sleep veeeeery fast, just thinking in your words, with my cock still hard and leaking!
My next memory was this very morning, listening to my clock alarm, and feeling being taken back to the edge of orgasm… Moving from one side to the other in my bed, feeling more and more pleasure…
Your power has no limits!! Thank You so much, Goddess! I have never been so open to anyone in my life! You know I’m yours in a way that just a few people can claim!
Multiple male orgasms
What a wonderful day! Yesterday Dulchesa released me after two weeks of chastity! As I have mentioned before, She controls my every orgasm. She decides when, where and how I will achieve an orgasm. Sometimes it’s after three weeks or so, sometimes every two weeks, sometimes two days in a row… It’s always Her choice. I can only reach orgasm if She releases me. I can only feel pleasure or touch myself if She allows it.
Well, yesterday was one of those days! I had been extremely aroused all day, hunted by Her image in my work, thinking in Her beauty… Feeling every trigger of Her in such a powerful way… At night, She gave me Her permission to worship Her pictures and videos… I was so insanely aroused, that I beg for my release! So weak, so horny, so submissive…
She teased me, more and more, and more and more…. She triggered me, She made me feel like a coke bottle that is about to explode for the pressure… I felt my sex bursting, throbbing, begging for Her mercy… I wasn’t sure if I could gain Her permission! She has sent me to the very edge of orgasm before, just to be denied. And I love it. I love every choice of Her. No matter how aroused I could feel… I love if She decides to release me, and I have also learned to love if She decides that I must remain completely locked. Because it’s never about me or my needs… It’s always about HER and Her wishes…
So, I was completely at Her mercy, as usual… Out of my mind in arousal for a new trigger word She implanted in my head! I unconsciously misspelled a few sentences begging for Her permission, as a consequence of another trigger She put inside my head… One that She implanted in Our last session, but I don’t even remember when She did it!!
Finally, a Skype call entered… I answered gasping, begging for Her permission… She triggered me more and more and took me to the point of insane pleasure and….. She released me! Ohhh GOSH!!!! She gifted me with multiple male orgasms again!! Like six or seven times approx! If you have never experimented with multiple male orgasms, it’s something AMAZING! The body ejaculates usually only one time, but you feel the same pleasure multiple times… The pleasure is prolonged over time, and those common 6 seconds of pleasure before the climax, can be felt several times, totalizing 30 or 40 seconds of insane pleasure… Feeling it again and again and again at Her command, with Her release trigger word! It’s something I even didn’t know that it was possible on men before knowing Her, and now it has become a reality for me for a long time now.
Today I’m back into chastity. For how long? A few days? A week? Two weeks? Three? A month? I don’t know. It’s not my choice. And it will never be. All I know is that I live to serve Lady Penelope.
I Live to Serve Lady Penelope 