Edging

Edge!

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Today I will like to talk about a recent experience with my Goddess. This is very recent, it happened just a few days ago. We were texting about how She has used her power over me in public places several times in the past. I told her about the things She unleashed on me when She sent me to the edge of orgasm some time ago while waiting for the bus to come back home (I’ll write about this and other amazing things She has done to me at work in a future post! I promise!). When I was talking about how I reacted, She told me:

Ohhh, Yes, I remember
oh, you mean like this?
You feel yourself going right to the edge of orgasm now.

As usual, I reacted instantly to Her power… I was already aroused for the previous talking but, in just one second, She put me deep under Her grip, completely helpless under Her power… Extremely aroused and eager to please Her… She knows me very well, and She knew I was already dancing in the palm of Her hand, out of my mind after being triggered to the very edge of orgasm… She sent me to the edge of orgasm again! And again and again… I was so hard and aroused… Suddenly, she told me: “I should just make it one word: edge.”. At that point, She unexpectedly took me deep under… She knows how efficiently She can trance me even by text, because She conditioned me to Her will, Her triggers, Her power… She put me in a deep trance by text and programmed “my” mind to go straight to the edge of orgasm only with the use of the word “edge”. After that, She started triggering me by text with PERFECT timing… Every a few seconds, She started triggering me:

Edge!
Edge!
Edge!
Edge!

Every single time, my sex reacted, my brain reacted, my body reacted… I felt helplessly triggered to the very edge of orgasm… Just to go back for a few seconds… Just for being triggered to the very edge of orgasm again! And again! And again! I was out of my mind, completely owned and helplessly melted in my chair, completely trapped in Her power… I felt I was really close to exploding in an HFO… I started to beg for Her permission to release me! I was desperate and ready to do anything to gain her permission, even if an HFO means a ruined orgasm in the end… But I just neeed to explode! The feelings She was unleashing were sooo powerful! She enjoyed the situation until She decided to release me… She made me reach multiple hands-free orgasms by text, inside my pants, at Her whim! It was POWERFUL, INTENSE and SO INCREDIBLE… She owns until the last cell of my body!

Update: Now that She has trained me to edge just to the word “edge,” the edge word has triggered me while training these days in a special way!

It happened already a few times while training. Every time She used “You feel yourself going to the edge of orgasm”, the edge command made me feel in the edge… and the whole sentence made me feel in the edge of the edge o_O

It was like an inception of triggers. A trigger inside a trigger! She is the most powerful woman on earth!

Owned even while I sleep

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I have had an amazing dream a couple of days ago. I should start by saying that I have been feeling very horny lately. I’m obviously locked in chastity for my Goddess, so I can’t touch myself in any way without Her explicit permission. In the past, after approximately two weeks without reaching an orgasm, my body occasionally started to suffer wet dreams… Yeap, they have not been a common thing in my adult life, but they came back since I have started serving my Goddess. Luckily, Dulchesa made an ultrasonic to prevent wet dreams at night, so it has not been a problem anymore… Now I can reach three or more weeks in chastity (it always depends of Her) without any risk of suffering an accident at night! I just listen to that file every single night, and the results have been extraordinary. My orgasms have remained safely locked inside my body all night, because they belong to Her… I’m very glad about this because I find the idea of reaching an orgasm without Her explicit permission totally disgusting… I can’t even think in an orgasm without Her controlling it.

Well, two nights ago I dreamed with Her… I have dreamed about Dulchesa a million times before! But, this time, it seemed so real… I dreamed that We were in a video call and I was begging for Her permission to cum… I mean, DESPERATELY begging for it! Ohhh… She looked STUNNING as usual, wearing an AMAZING outfit… All I wanted to do was to explode worshipping Her perfection… She denied my request, so I knew it would be impossible for me to cum that day… I woke up at that precise moment, with this memory still fresh in my head… My cock was hard as a rock, close to the edge of orgasm, but completely safe. It seems that my own subconscious prevented me to have a wet dream! I mean, I know (very deep inside me) that I can’t reach an orgasm without Her permission. She has owned every orgasm I had for the latest two years… I can’t even remember how it was to reach an orgasm before I knew Her… I can’t remember how it is to be able to feel pleasure or touch myself without Her explicit permission… They are always Her rules, She controls everything!

What I have loved about this experience is the fact that, even sleeping, it seems that my mind wasn’t able to disassociate the idea of cumming without Her permission. I know very deep inside me, that it is impossible for me to orgasm without Her explicit command. So, it seems as if I had looked for a way of release begging for Her permission at a subconscious level, as a way to make it work… But, She replied as She would have probably replied in the real world… She denied me that pleasure, so I couldn’t cum at all… Not in my dream, not in real life… It made me think how much She owns me! It also made me wonder what could have happened if She would have agreed to release me on my dream… I’m owned by Her in a way that even I can’t explain! I love how She is always in my mind, ruling everything! I have also learned to love my denial… Because it’s all about Her! Always! I woke frustrated and out of my mind in arousal, but very happy for not suffering an accident… My pleasure, as my whole life, belongs to Her. I live to serve Lady Penelope! Even while I sleep!

A wonderful session

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Recently, I have lived one if the most powerful erotic experiences of my entire life! Dulchesa released me from my chastity period near a week ago. She made me go to my bed, where She hypnotized me VERY deeply with Her AMAZING hypnotic skills. She started to play with me before putting me into a super deep hypnotic state, completely receptive to Her words. Honestly, I can’t remember much of the beginning of the session. I remember the feeling of resting in Her wonderful voice, following Her every word as I always do, until everything started to fade away… I can’t recall what exactly happened at this part, but I think She just prepared the ground, deepening “my” mind (which truly belongs to Her) for what would come next! Whatever She did, it worked, because soon I started to feel immense pleasure down there like only She can summon! I was lying on my bed, with my sex completely hard for Her, feeling Her words touching every single layer of my mind and body… My sex continued growing harder and harder… Stiffer and stiffer under Her command! She sent me to the edge of orgasm MULTIPLE times! She forbade me to touch myself while unleashing all Her control and power over me… Ohhhh, I can’t even describe what I felt! Wave after wave after wave of INTENSE pleasure and arousal… It was SOOO hard to contain… My body was possessed, moving from one side to the other on my bed, trying to find the best position to absorb, enjoy and contain the IMMENSE pleasure! I wasn’t in control of my body anymore… She was! I was just reacting, in the same way as anyone reacts while burning with fire!

She kept me there for a long, long time! I can’t remember how much time it was exactly because time passes differently under Her control. But I was completely and utterly at Her mercy, willing to do ANYTHING for Her permission to cum! At some point, She allowed me to stroke again… I was soooo insanely aroused and so close to the edge, that I could barely touch myself… I did it veeeery carefully… Using just a few fingers… Veeery slowly…  Just two or three fearful strokes… More would have made me explode everywhere! She laughed at me, with Her beautiful, enchanting laugh that I could listen for hours. She noticed how difficult it was for me to touch my own cock… Her cock… Her hypnotized and owned cock… A few minutes after this point, the call suddenly ended!!! I had a problem with my headset and it took me some time to fix it… I was SO frustrated!! Finally, I fixed it, but it took me some time and I had already lost the huge erection… I thought it could be a problem to come back to the point I was before… Silly me! =P Dulchesa quickly sent me back to the same point, completely helpless at Her command, mindlessly eager to gain Her permission to explode…

I was locked at a new level of arousal, one that I never known before knowing Her… She put me deeply under again into a very deep hypnotic trance in just a second! My whole body collapsed and relaxed on my bed, like a mindless puppet! She told me that I will cum as many times as She commanded… I was completely relaxed, but my sex was very hard… Her words had a HUGE impact on me… I felt them touching and connecting directly to my very core… I don’t know how to explain it… I was so focused on Her voice and wishes… She told me that She wanted me to cum for at least ten times…I don’t know how She does it, but She can program my mind as if it were a simple software… I was soooo eager to explode everywhere… She played a little more with me… More and more… Until She FINALLY released me! She told me Her release trigger to made me CUM!! And then She used it again… And again… And again…. AND AGAIN! Every single time She wanted… I lost count at some point…  But She made me cum approximately 17 times! I was completely helpless! All I was able to do was to keep cumming again and again and again and again under Her command… The physical ejaculation was so powerful, that even if I was lying on my bed, it touched my shoulder! I couldn’t control my body at all, it was soooo powerful… When She stopped triggering me, I realized that I had cum everywhere… I had cum in my bed sheets, my clothes, my legs, GOSH, even my hair!! She waited until I recovered my breath and then We talked a little bit before ending the session… It was late, and time for me to clean myself up!

This was one of the most amazing experiences of my whole life! As usual, it was another gift from my owner, the lovely and most powerful and beautiful woman in the world, the unique Dulchesa (Lady Penelope Silke).

The edge of Orgasm

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Recently, Dulchesa has gifted me with the ability to become triggered by my phone alarm in the mornings. She programmed “my” brain to being taken right back into the edge of orgasm as soon as the alarm starts playing… I don’t know how She does it, but it works like a charm! It’s so powerful, that I have been close to achieving a hands-free orgasm (HFO) by accident! That would have been terrible and a big failure, because I simply can’t reach orgasm without Her explicit permission! Well, some days ago, she called me in a wonderful and extremely powerful session. She played with the idea to give me Her permission to cum. After INTENSE teasing, She decided that two weeks in chastity was not enough, so She didn’t release me at all. In exchange, She programmed my mind to go yet again right to the edge of orgasm at the end of the call, for TWO WHOLE MINUTES, just like She did in the session. As soon as the call ended, the pleasure was so strong, that I almost broke my bed! I really stayed for two minutes feeling that I was about to cum, but without doing it! So powerful and intense… She also left a little gift in my head, a seed deeply implanted to feel exactly the same thing in the next morning, as soon as the alarm sounded…

image1-100583722-origBeing locked right there for two complete minutes is something I can’t describe in a way that makes it justice… You need to FEEL it by yourself! Only she can create the conditions to respond that way… I’m so glad that my life is dedicated to Her! It’s the best way to start any day, being hunted by the most powerful woman on earth! I’ve never been so happy to hear an alarm in the mornings as I have been during the last couple of weeks… 😉