Edge!

Today I will like to talk about a recent experience with my Goddess. This is very recent, it happened just a few days ago. We were texting about how She has used her power over me in public places several times in the past. I told her about the things She unleashed on me when She sent me to the edge of orgasm some time ago while waiting for the bus to come back home (I’ll write about this and other amazing things She has done to me at work in a future post! I promise!). When I was talking about how I reacted, She told me:

Ohhh, Yes, I remember
oh, you mean like this?
You feel yourself going right to the edge of orgasm now.

As usual, I reacted instantly to Her power… I was already aroused for the previous talking but, in just one second, She put me deep under Her grip, completely helpless under Her power… Extremely aroused and eager to please Her… She knows me very well, and She knew I was already dancing in the palm of Her hand, out of my mind after being triggered to the very edge of orgasm… She sent me to the edge of orgasm again! And again and again… I was so hard and aroused… Suddenly, she told me: “I should just make it one word: edge.”. At that point, She unexpectedly took me deep under… She knows how efficiently She can trance me even by text, because She conditioned me to Her will, Her triggers, Her power… She put me in a deep trance by text and programmed “my” mind to go straight to the edge of orgasm only with the use of the word “edge”. After that, She started triggering me by text with PERFECT timing… Every a few seconds, She started triggering me:

Edge!
Edge!
Edge!
Edge!

Every single time, my sex reacted, my brain reacted, my body reacted… I felt helplessly triggered to the very edge of orgasm… Just to go back for a few seconds… Just for being triggered to the very edge of orgasm again! And again! And again! I was out of my mind, completely owned and helplessly melted in my chair, completely trapped in Her power… I felt I was really close to exploding in an HFO… I started to beg for Her permission to release me! I was desperate and ready to do anything to gain her permission, even if an HFO means a ruined orgasm in the end… But I just neeed to explode! The feelings She was unleashing were sooo powerful! She enjoyed the situation until She decided to release me… She made me reach multiple hands-free orgasms by text, inside my pants, at Her whim! It was POWERFUL, INTENSE and SO INCREDIBLE… She owns until the last cell of my body!

Update: Now that She has trained me to edge just to the word “edge,” the edge word has triggered me while training these days in a special way!

It happened already a few times while training. Every time She used “You feel yourself going to the edge of orgasm”, the edge command made me feel in the edge… and the whole sentence made me feel in the edge of the edge o_O

It was like an inception of triggers. A trigger inside a trigger! She is the most powerful woman on earth!

Coffee cups!

I have always enjoyed drinking coffee! I think that even more since I become a programmer… It’s a big part of my life, of who I am… I can’t start my day without drinking a good cup of coffee. I guess It’s part of my everyday routine. For instance, I always enjoy drinking a good cup of coffee every morning, while I write something to my Goddess before going to work. Or at nights, if I feel tired and I want to stay alert, ready to slave for Dulchesa if She requires that.

The act of drinking a coffee cup has always been an intimate, relaxing, and private moment for me. I always think of my Goddess while doing it (OK! You are right! This is not relevant because I think of Her all the time!). So, I realized that I needed to combine those things in some way… I wanted to feel the connection to my Goddess also in that routine… That’s why I ordered the best coffee cups ever! She is so sexy and perfect that it was hard for me to choose some pictures… That’s why I ordered several of them! 😀 I love to feel aroused and owned every morning and every night! Even more, if I woke at the edge of orgasm! It’s an amazing experience! I start and end my days in the same way I live every day of my life… Being completely owned by my Goddess… I am Her property for life.

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Hypnosis for work

Today I would like to talk about a recent experience with my Goddess. I’ve been working A LOT during the last couple of weeks. I’m a web developer and I’ve been doing overtime, working on weekends, etc. I’ve been feeling quite exhausted and getting stuck on tasks much more often than I normally should. I’ve also been working, at the same time, on another project for my Goddess. After slaving for several hours, I found myself stuck with a problem I couldn’t resolve on this project. I tried and tried different things and ideas, without luck. After several hours of frustration, I mentioned it to my Goddess. She offered to help me with this problem. Like you must know by now, I am completely conditioned to Her. So, suddenly, She quickly sent me deep under by text. When I say deep, I really meant it… DEEP under Her spell… She paralyzed me, hypnotically bounding me to my chair to prevent me to fall over… It was a really smart move because She knows me very well and She knows that She can make me drop sooo deep that I have fallen from my chair several times! I found myself bounded to my chair, unable to move, and completely lost in the screen and her words, totally opened to Her as I always am… She relaxed my whole body and made me took distance from the problem… She told me to allow new ideas to come to my mind, to think about this problem with more detail, focusing on everything that could lead me to some results… She made me “fly” for a little while on my own thoughts until She told me to tell her if I found the answers I was looking for… I tried to move to tell her that yes, still deeply in trance, when I noticed I couldn’t move my arms yet, lol… They were stuck on my armrest! She quickly realized about this and released me, and I was able to type “Yes”… She brought me back from trance after that… I took me a little while to feel the rest of my body again… It felt like if I were sleeping for hours!

I’ve thought of 4 different ideas while I was under… I was able to solve the problem with the first one. What’s even more interesting, is the fact that three of the four ideas would have led me to the correct answer! I realized about details I didn’t take in consideration with the noise of my own thoughts… Just like some hypnosis scenes are portrayed in movies (commonly in regression scenes), I’ve seen everything so clean, so white, so peaceful… It was just my Goddess, me, my thoughts, and this problem… I was able to analyze that problem from a different perspective, feeling fresh and renewed, allowing new ideas to come to “my” mind… She led me into a highly creative process… If She would have wanted me to stay there for more time even more ideas would have come to my mind! I truly find it so fascinating!

She even did the same thing another day at work… I locked myself at the office bathroom to trance deeply… She froze me again (I was grateful for that because it would have been really awkward to collapse in the office’s bathroom!) and tranced me very DEEPLY.. The fact that I was at the office was not a problem for Her and Her talent… She removed all the noise of my mind until I was able to found a solution again thanks to Her guide! This time, I was dealing with that problem for only one hour before She hypnotized me, but She probably helped me to avoid hours of frustration.
I have two conclusions about this experience. The first one is that my Goddess, the amazing Lady Penelope Silke, is completely AMAZING and the most powerful woman ever, and also the best hypnotist on this planet… But I am aware of this for years now, so that doesn’t count as a conclusion! ^^  The other one was how useful it would be to have a hypnotist at work. Not for me, of course, as I only want Lady Penelope to hypnotize me. For me, personally, hypnosis is too intimate for me to experience it with any other person. But if self-help hypnosis professionals were more popular for day-to-day tasks, for example, to help enterprises to optimize their employees’ performances, removing stress, making them focus on goals and deadlines better, removing pains or allowing them to reach solutions like my Goddess did for me…the world would be much improved. Humanity is missing an incredibly powerful tool just due to people not understanding its power for good. It’s really a shame.

Spoilers: The hypnotic solution!

Today I would like to write about an AMAZING experience I recently had! It took me some time to write about it in my blog, but here I go! For different reasons, I couldn’t watch “Avengers: Endgame” until two or three weeks after the premiere. I tried to avoid spoilers at any cost, but the hype for the movie was so huge that it was a difficult task to avoid them. Eventually, spoilers found me. I felt so disappointed!

When Dulchesa learned about this, She is so wonderful that decided to get rid off the spoilers in my head so I could fully enjoy the movie. She decided to do it the same day I was planning to go to the cinema, just in case it could be necessary to remove any other spoiler I could come across until that date.

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Well, a few hours before going to the cinema to watch the movie, We arranged a call. Her time is always precious, so She only had 15 minutes for a quick trance. When someone is so skilled in hypnosis as She is, that is more than enough time to get full access to your mind. She quickly (VERY QUICKLY) drop me DEEP down under her spell. I was laying on my bed, completely opened to Her and Her will, as I’m always are. I remember getting completely lost inside Her voice, losing contact with my body and my surroundings. It was only Her voice. I was so relaxed that I was unable to move a muscle. I remember starting to feel extremely confused at some point, following Her every word, getting more and more disoriented until a snap of her fingers. I do remember a snap and how disoriented I felt. At some point (I’m not sure how much time exactly) She brought me back. When She woke me up, my body was so numb that it was hard to move again. I felt confused and disoriented. My body was still melted on my bed below me. Every muscle in my body was still feeling sooo extremely relaxed. I felt so good and refreshed, but also a little lost (in a good way ^^). I remembered that the session was to remove spoilers, but the spoilers were not in my mind anymore! I remember trying to remember but being unable to do it. I couldn’t reach that memory or memories. It was nothing there, just blankness. If I tried to remember harder, it was impossible for me to materialize any memory of what I thought I knew about the movie plot. It was a completely AMAZING session. Later on, I was surprised to know that the session was shorter than I thought… It was SO INTENSE. It AMAZES me the things that Dulchesa can do to my mind. She had induced extremely effective amnesia on me several times before, but never for removing some spoilers! And She did it in just a short time! It worked SO WELL! She is SO GOOD at what She does!

I enjoyed the movie without any spoilers in my mind! It was a fantastic experience, and another proof of how AMAZING hypnosis is in the right hands and how POWERFUL and AMAZING is Dulchesa. I’ll always be thankful with Her for allowing me to enjoy that movie completely spoilers free!

In love with my Goddess

After Valentine’s day celebration just a couple of days ago, I would want to talk about what I feel for my Goddess. It’s even more than a Mistress/slave relationship because I am completely in love for Her. You could think that it’s because of Her look. I mean, She obviously is GORGEOUS. HOT, SEXY, BEAUTIFUL, FUNNY, HONEST, CHARMING and PERFECT… She has a magnetic personality… She is literally the woman of my dreams… But, as beautiful as She is in the outside, She is even more beautiful inside. Yes, being the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen, I know it seems impossible, but it’s true!

She is a Goddess by nature. She knows exactly what She wants. She demands exactly what She deserves… And I love that. She deserves everything on earth and more! She has the most beautiful heart I’ve ever seen. She is a highly educated person, really smart and funny. She has real values, which makes Her in a very ethical person. I trust Her with my life. She knows every path of seduction. She does not only knows them, but She has also mastered them at a new level. She is a beautiful person, a Goddess that want to improve Her slaves to be better persons. She knows A LOT about so many things… I could listen to Her for hours and hours… I learn something from Her every day and I always follow Her advice. She is an honest and beautiful person. in every sense of the word. She is always open to dialog and is very understanding. After knowing all this, I think You may have already fallen in love with Her too. Well, who couldn’t? I mean, it’s like “there is something about Mary” movie, but for real. She is truly a Treasure in all ways, only a moron would not see that! She was born to be served and pleased. The level of control She can gain is absolute… I’m sure other Mistress in her same situation, with the level of control she has, could “ruin” their slaves lives just for their benefit. But She is different. She enhances the lives of Her slaves and everyone around Her. She makes us better persons. She can help us to change ourselves to be happier, healthier persons. She uses Her wisdom and knowledge to guide persons around Her in the correct way. She does all that because it’s part of Her beautiful nature. It’s what she does. She is passioned but rational, demanding but comprehensive and kind. I think it’s the perfect combination of everything. She obviously can be bossy and demanding because She knows exactly what She wants, and I love it. If You don’t like that, what are you doing here? Why are you reading this? I mean, the whole blog is dedicated to a powerful woman that has been born to be served and pleased.

Over the last couple of years, my feelings for Her have grown more and more, if possible. I can’t say how important She is to me or how much She means to me. I love Her and I care about Her every day. All I want is Her happiness, now and always. I have been blessed just for being able to find Her, even if I live far away from Her. But I truly feel like the luckiest person in the world for being chosen to serve Her. I trust Her with my life, I care about Her, I love Her and I will do my best to NEVER disappoint Her. I belong to Her. I will always serve Her and please Her as the Goddess She is. She is my owner and there is nothing I would not do for Her. But I know there is only one thing She will never need to order me: to love Her, respect Her and appreciate Her for the AMAZING Goddess and person She is. I saw that from the very beginning, and only a blind man (or a really stupid one) would not agree with me on that matter. I will be Hers forever (unless She decide to dismiss me),

Hypnotic Blood Draw

I have already talked about Dulchesa’s power and skills in several posts in the past. In short, She is an EXCELLENT hypnotist. In my opinion, She is THE BEST, without doubts! She is SO skilled in the art of hypnosis… She has gifted me with the most powerful orgasms and most erotic experiences of my life under Her hypnotic spell so many times! But that’s not the only way She has used Her hypnotic talents over me. She is so wonderful that She has also used Her power to help me deal with very hard situations in my daily life.

In the past, She has hypnotized me to feel completely refreshed, even after sleeping for only a couple of hours. She has also removed some very annoying headaches from my head, leaving no track of them. She has also completely removed a pain on my back… One day I woke with a very strong pain in my back… I couldn’t move my neck at all! It was caused because I slept in a bad position… I knew I would need to deal with that pain all day until going to sleep again, needing to wait until the other day (or maybe more) for that pain to vanish. Well, She hypnotized me and made the pain completely go away… I was able to move my neck again without feeling any pain at all! She told me that the pain was still there, it’s just that I couldn’t feel it anymore. That’s why She told me to don’t make any sudden movements even if the pain was gone because the problem was still there. I was able to work for the rest of the day feeling just GREAT!

These are just a few examples of how She has also used Her hypnotic skills to change lives. It proves how powerful hypnosis really is in the right hands! This week, I begged Her for help to face a great fear I have always had… Blood draw!

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The doctor asked me to do a few analysis as a routine control, and he also wanted me to do a blood test. I felt so bad when he said that! I have always feared blood extractions because I have fainted every single time I did it in the past! I have always felt so nervous and afraid of needles… Knowing Dulchesa’s power, I begged for Her help, to see if She could help me to pass through all this in a different way this time! As the wonderful Goddess She is, She decided to help me with this problem!

She made me lie on my bed and took me under into an ULTRA DEEP hypnotic state to program several things on my mind so I could afford this situation! And it worked like a charm because, for the first time ever, I didn’t faint!!! And not only that… I felt GREAT during the whole process!! She made me felt secure, confident and strong… I felt calm and even eager to do it! I didn’t feel nervous or anxious at all… I just felt so relaxed and secure! I talked to the nurse prior to the extraction feeling really good! I felt fascinated by the needle when she was preparing it, without any sign of fear or anxiety. When she did the extraction, I didn’t feel ANYTHING at all!! I didn’t faint or feel dizzy at all. I even didn’t feel the needle entering or leaving my body! It was as if my arm were under anesthesia, I just felt a little pinch that I even enjoyed! All this would have been impossible for me to achieve without Dulchesa’s help!

I felt very secure, optimistic and strong… She also programmed me to hold my breath to feel calm and secure every time I needed it, and it worked so well! I was completely ready to face any pain if necessary! I trusted in the nurse as Dulchesa told me. I though on Her, on the blood flow inside my body, remembering Her words, what She made me saw in my mind the night before… Remembering what She told me to feel… Thinking in Her voice, Her words, feeling completely safe and calm, relaxed and supported, when suddenly, the nurse told me: “that’s it”. I couldn’t believe it!!

I felt amazed how well it worked and how calm, confident and secure I felt during the whole process…The session has a HUGE impact on my inner self! I felt it during the session, and I saw the results in the clinic! It worked so, so, so, soooooooooo well!

For the first time in my life, a blood draw was not something traumatic for me. If You are one of those persons that still does not believe in hypnosis (that, it is as silly as don’t believe in gravity, just saying ^^), I encourage You to try hypnosis to deal with these things! Dulchesa has improved improve my life in so many ways… I am lucky for being able to serve Her. Also for things like these, in which She shows what a wonderful person She really is, my life will always be devoted to Her.

Owned even while I sleep

I have had an amazing dream a couple of days ago. I should start by saying that I have been feeling very horny lately. I’m obviously locked in chastity for my Goddess, so I can’t touch myself in any way without Her explicit permission. In the past, after approximately two weeks without reaching an orgasm, my body occasionally started to suffer wet dreams… Yeap, they have not been a common thing in my adult life, but they came back since I have started serving my Goddess. Luckily, Dulchesa made an ultrasonic to prevent wet dreams at night, so it has not been a problem anymore… Now I can reach three or more weeks in chastity (it always depends of Her) without any risk of suffering an accident at night! I just listen to that file every single night, and the results have been extraordinary. My orgasms have remained safely locked inside my body all night, because they belong to Her… I’m very glad about this because I find the idea of reaching an orgasm without Her explicit permission totally disgusting… I can’t even think in an orgasm without Her controlling it.

Well, two nights ago I dreamed with Her… I have dreamed about Dulchesa a million times before! But, this time, it seemed so real… I dreamed that We were in a video call and I was begging for Her permission to cum… I mean, DESPERATELY begging for it! Ohhh… She looked STUNNING as usual, wearing an AMAZING outfit… All I wanted to do was to explode worshipping Her perfection… She denied my request, so I knew it would be impossible for me to cum that day… I woke up at that precise moment, with this memory still fresh in my head… My cock was hard as a rock, close to the edge of orgasm, but completely safe. It seems that my own subconscious prevented me to have a wet dream! I mean, I know (very deep inside me) that I can’t reach an orgasm without Her permission. She has owned every orgasm I had for the latest two years… I can’t even remember how it was to reach an orgasm before I knew Her… I can’t remember how it is to be able to feel pleasure or touch myself without Her explicit permission… They are always Her rules, She controls everything!

What I have loved about this experience is the fact that, even sleeping, it seems that my mind wasn’t able to disassociate the idea of cumming without Her permission. I know very deep inside me, that it is impossible for me to orgasm without Her explicit command. So, it seems as if I had looked for a way of release begging for Her permission at a subconscious level, as a way to make it work… But, She replied as She would have probably replied in the real world… She denied me that pleasure, so I couldn’t cum at all… Not in my dream, not in real life… It made me think how much She owns me! It also made me wonder what could have happened if She would have agreed to release me on my dream… I’m owned by Her in a way that even I can’t explain! I love how She is always in my mind, ruling everything! I have also learned to love my denial… Because it’s all about Her! Always! I woke frustrated and out of my mind in arousal, but very happy for not suffering an accident… My pleasure, as my whole life, belongs to Her. I live to serve Lady Penelope! Even while I sleep!

Enslaved at the gym

I have started the gym recently.  I have been doing some push-ups on a daily basis to please my Mistress for a long time now, but I felt it wasn’t enough. Dulchesa commanded me to improve my body, especially my arms and chest. I have always been a skinny person, you know, one of those guys that tend to be tall and fast, but thin. There is nothing I wouldn’t do for Her, so, I started the gym. Probably it’s not the best season to start the gym because it’s almost summer here! I would have loved to start earlier, but this was a very complicated year for me at a personal and professional level. I did my best with the daily push-ups, but I wanted to see more changes in my body.  I always want to be a good boy for my Mistress. I always do everything I can (in my insignificant power) to become a better slave for Her. So, I started the gym to work my body a little harder. Yes, a slave in the gym!

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On my third class, a very attractive woman started to exercise near me. As soon as I saw her, my feet started to itch… SO itchy… Very, very itchy… It was really annoying! If I would have been at home, I would have needed to remove my shoe to scratch my feet very hard with my both hands! Seriously! At this point, my mind started to be severely haunted by images of Dulchesa. I mean, images of Her started to pop in into my head, just like magic! Several pictures of Her (in very sexy outfits), pictures that my mind knows far too well… Instantly, the other woman meant nothing to me. She could have been attractive, but no one in this world is more beautiful than my Goddess. In just a few seconds, this unknown woman was absolutely nothing to me. I couldn’t find her even attractive anymore… I started to feel intense, strong feelings to worship my Goddess’s pictures and videos… Very intense feelings! All I wanted to do was to come back home ASAP and beg for Dulchesa’s permission to worship Her. I wanted to kneel and beg for Her permission to worship Her pictures and videos so much… I was feeling so aroused, submissive and owned… The whole world disappeared for me, except for Her. She took absolute control of my mind in the gym, hijacking my mind, just because I found a woman attractive for just ONE second! Yes, I know, the perfect trap! Never understimate Dulchesa’s power. My mind, body and soul belongs to Her.

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I sent Her a few messages begging for Her permission to touch myself… My mind continued being heavily haunted by pictures of Her… Suddenly, She triggered me in a Skype message! I must say that I have been training very intensively lately! So, She left me gasping and dripping with just ONE trigger. Her power is so big, that She destroyed me with only one trigger. She triggered me one more time and then She decided to send me two times to the edge of orgasm…  OMGGG! It was extremely hard to not explode in an HFO!  The first one almost killed me… I ended up with my body shaking on my chair and my cock hard as a rock… But, the second one, made me walk over even more dangerous paths… I felt my cock bursting inside my pants, extremely close to the point of no return! I begged for mercy! At this point, She decided to call me… As usual, I answered instantly with my heart beating really fast! Ohhh, the things She did to me… It was a WONDERFUL session… She made me stand up on my feet, with my cock super hard for Her… She made my cock grow stiffer and stiffer at Her will, just to quiet me down… Over, and over and over! Every time She wanted, my cock changed from extremely hard to soft, pressing the invisible buttons She has implanted deeply in “my” mind… The level of control She can gain is completely fascinating. At some point, She laughed at me, with Her beautiful, enchanting laugh. I realized it was caused because I was jumping on my feet, like a little rabbit, with my cock hard as a rock, trying to fuck the air, without being able to touch myself! I didn’t realize about this at the moment, my body was just reacting and dealing with the powerful sensations She was gifting me…

She was deciding my destiny with me completely under Her spell and power. If You have never experienced being completely owned by a superior being before, remaining locked in chastity for your Mistress, I seriously encourage you to do it! There is nothing in the world you wouldn’t do for your owner to gain Her permission to cum. It’s complete submission and control. It’s to accept that you truly belong to someone else!

Well, after begging as crazy, She had mercy and decided to release me. But, She wanted to extract the cum from my body in a powerful HFO… HFOs are great, but, in the end, they are ruined orgasms too! But that didn’t matter to me. I was just extremely happy for being able to unload that charge…

She continued teasing me, without allowing me to touch myself until She finally released me… Multiple times!!! OHHHH GOSH… HFO are extremely hard to control, and without being able to touch, You just cum everywhere… In my case, I had to clean the cum from my body, my chair, the floor, my clothes… But I did it with a HUGE smile on my face, obviously! I was so happy that Dulchesa allowed me to explode for Her… She is everything to me.

Well, a few days later the same woman was back at the gym. This time she didn’t trigger anything on me. Lady Penelope is the only woman in the world to me. I love living enslaved for Dulchesa 24/7. I live to serve Her.

A wonderful session

Recently, I have lived one if the most powerful erotic experiences of my entire life! Dulchesa released me from my chastity period near a week ago. She made me go to my bed, where She hypnotized me VERY deeply with Her AMAZING hypnotic skills. She started to play with me before putting me into a super deep hypnotic state, completely receptive to Her words. Honestly, I can’t remember much of the beginning of the session. I remember the feeling of resting in Her wonderful voice, following Her every word as I always do, until everything started to fade away… I can’t recall what exactly happened at this part, but I think She just prepared the ground, deepening “my” mind (which truly belongs to Her) for what would come next! Whatever She did, it worked, because soon I started to feel immense pleasure down there like only She can summon! I was lying on my bed, with my sex completely hard for Her, feeling Her words touching every single layer of my mind and body… My sex continued growing harder and harder… Stiffer and stiffer under Her command! She sent me to the edge of orgasm MULTIPLE times! She forbade me to touch myself while unleashing all Her control and power over me… Ohhhh, I can’t even describe what I felt! Wave after wave after wave of INTENSE pleasure and arousal… It was SOOO hard to contain… My body was possessed, moving from one side to the other on my bed, trying to find the best position to absorb, enjoy and contain the IMMENSE pleasure! I wasn’t in control of my body anymore… She was! I was just reacting, in the same way as anyone reacts while burning with fire!

She kept me there for a long, long time! I can’t remember how much time it was exactly because time passes differently under Her control. But I was completely and utterly at Her mercy, willing to do ANYTHING for Her permission to cum! At some point, She allowed me to stroke again… I was soooo insanely aroused and so close to the edge, that I could barely touch myself… I did it veeeery carefully… Using just a few fingers… Veeery slowly…  Just two or three fearful strokes… More would have made me explode everywhere! She laughed at me, with Her beautiful, enchanting laugh that I could listen for hours. She noticed how difficult it was for me to touch my own cock… Her cock… Her hypnotized and owned cock… A few minutes after this point, the call suddenly ended!!! I had a problem with my headset and it took me some time to fix it… I was SO frustrated!! Finally, I fixed it, but it took me some time and I had already lost the huge erection… I thought it could be a problem to come back to the point I was before… Silly me! =P Dulchesa quickly sent me back to the same point, completely helpless at Her command, mindlessly eager to gain Her permission to explode…

I was locked at a new level of arousal, one that I never known before knowing Her… She put me deeply under again into a very deep hypnotic trance in just a second! My whole body collapsed and relaxed on my bed, like a mindless puppet! She told me that I will cum as many times as She commanded… I was completely relaxed, but my sex was very hard… Her words had a HUGE impact on me… I felt them touching and connecting directly to my very core… I don’t know how to explain it… I was so focused on Her voice and wishes… She told me that She wanted me to cum for at least ten times…I don’t know how She does it, but She can program my mind as if it were a simple software… I was soooo eager to explode everywhere… She played a little more with me… More and more… Until She FINALLY released me! She told me Her release trigger to made me CUM!! And then She used it again… And again… And again…. AND AGAIN! Every single time She wanted… I lost count at some point…  But She made me cum approximately 17 times! I was completely helpless! All I was able to do was to keep cumming again and again and again and again under Her command… The physical ejaculation was so powerful, that even if I was lying on my bed, it touched my shoulder! I couldn’t control my body at all, it was soooo powerful… When She stopped triggering me, I realized that I had cum everywhere… I had cum in my bed sheets, my clothes, my legs, GOSH, even my hair!! She waited until I recovered my breath and then We talked a little bit before ending the session… It was late, and time for me to clean myself up!

This was one of the most amazing experiences of my whole life! As usual, it was another gift from my owner, the lovely and most powerful and beautiful woman in the world, the unique Dulchesa (Lady Penelope Silke).

The edge of Orgasm

Recently, Dulchesa has gifted me with the ability to become triggered by my phone alarm in the mornings. She programmed “my” brain to being taken right back into the edge of orgasm as soon as the alarm starts playing… I don’t know how She does it, but it works like a charm! It’s so powerful, that I have been close to achieving a hands-free orgasm (HFO) by accident! That would have been terrible and a big failure, because I simply can’t reach orgasm without Her explicit permission! Well, some days ago, she called me in a wonderful and extremely powerful session. She played with the idea to give me Her permission to cum. After INTENSE teasing, She decided that two weeks in chastity was not enough, so She didn’t release me at all. In exchange, She programmed my mind to go yet again right to the edge of orgasm at the end of the call, for TWO WHOLE MINUTES, just like She did in the session. As soon as the call ended, the pleasure was so strong, that I almost broke my bed! I really stayed for two minutes feeling that I was about to cum, but without doing it! So powerful and intense… She also left a little gift in my head, a seed deeply implanted to feel exactly the same thing in the next morning, as soon as the alarm sounded…

image1-100583722-origBeing locked right there for two complete minutes is something I can’t describe in a way that makes it justice… You need to FEEL it by yourself! Only she can create the conditions to respond that way… I’m so glad that my life is dedicated to Her! It’s the best way to start any day, being hunted by the most powerful woman on earth! I’ve never been so happy to hear an alarm in the mornings as I have been during the last couple of weeks… 😉