I have had an amazing dream a couple of days ago. I should start by saying that I have been feeling very horny lately. I’m obviously locked in chastity for my Goddess, so I can’t touch myself in any way without Her explicit permission. In the past, after approximately two weeks without reaching an orgasm, my body occasionally started to suffer wet dreams… Yeap, they have not been a common thing in my adult life, but they came back since I have started serving my Goddess. Luckily, Dulchesa made an ultrasonic to prevent wet dreams at night, so it has not been a problem anymore… Now I can reach three or more weeks in chastity (it always depends of Her) without any risk of suffering an accident at night! I just listen to that file every single night, and the results have been extraordinary. My orgasms have remained safely locked inside my body all night, because they belong to Her… I’m very glad about this because I find the idea of reaching an orgasm without Her explicit permission totally disgusting… I can’t even think in an orgasm without Her controlling it.

Well, two nights ago I dreamed with Her… I have dreamed about Dulchesa a million times before! But, this time, it seemed so real… I dreamed that We were in a video call and I was begging for Her permission to cum… I mean, DESPERATELY begging for it! Ohhh… She looked STUNNING as usual, wearing an AMAZING outfit… All I wanted to do was to explode worshipping Her perfection… She denied my request, so I knew it would be impossible for me to cum that day… I woke up at that precise moment, with this memory still fresh in my head… My cock was hard as a rock, close to the edge of orgasm, but completely safe. It seems that my own subconscious prevented me to have a wet dream! I mean, I know (very deep inside me) that I can’t reach an orgasm without Her permission. She has owned every orgasm I had for the latest two years… I can’t even remember how it was to reach an orgasm before I knew Her… I can’t remember how it is to be able to feel pleasure or touch myself without Her explicit permission… They are always Her rules, She controls everything!

What I have loved about this experience is the fact that, even sleeping, it seems that my mind wasn’t able to disassociate the idea of cumming without Her permission. I know very deep inside me, that it is impossible for me to orgasm without Her explicit command. So, it seems as if I had looked for a way of release begging for Her permission at a subconscious level, as a way to make it work… But, She replied as She would have probably replied in the real world… She denied me that pleasure, so I couldn’t cum at all… Not in my dream, not in real life… It made me think how much She owns me! It also made me wonder what could have happened if She would have agreed to release me on my dream… I’m owned by Her in a way that even I can’t explain! I love how She is always in my mind, ruling everything! I have also learned to love my denial… Because it’s all about Her! Always! I woke frustrated and out of my mind in arousal, but very happy for not suffering an accident… My pleasure, as my whole life, belongs to Her. I live to serve Lady Penelope! Even while I sleep!